Wednesday, June 30, 2004
The Eve of Canada Day
Alright, so.
For anyone remotely curious, I am over Andarta. No more depression or long speeches. Those of you that I wanted to know why, know why. Those of you who don't know why, ask me, maybe I'll be in the mood to talk about.
The Alumni site goes well. It's been three days and we're up to 22 members and we've got some good discussion going. Still waiting to upload my pictures, have to find what I did with my scanner. Still hoping for more people though. Our graduating class was 205 people I believe, so we've got just over a tenth of the people we could have. I really want to make it an awesome site, and other people have already told me what an awesome idea it was.
I recently found and reinstalled visual basic, so I am once again addicted to creating various programs for my own uses (and one day I may recreate my legendary "Pong" game which was excellent and perhaps even my RuneQuest RPG game.) Right now i'm working on a series of D&D programs to help out DMs and I just finished my random treasure generator (And it is awesome). Anyone who plays D&D out there as a DM might want a copy of this. It's just like rolling on the tables in the DMG 3.5 plus there's a Psionic Item option which gives you a 1 in 10 chance of obtaining a psionic item out of the Psionic's Handbook in place of a regular item.
(I love programming... probably should be thinking about Computer Science shouldn't I? Ah well, the future brigns what the future will bring)
Alright, so that's about it. Farewell my fair audience, until the next time I post.
For anyone remotely curious, I am over Andarta. No more depression or long speeches. Those of you that I wanted to know why, know why. Those of you who don't know why, ask me, maybe I'll be in the mood to talk about.
The Alumni site goes well. It's been three days and we're up to 22 members and we've got some good discussion going. Still waiting to upload my pictures, have to find what I did with my scanner. Still hoping for more people though. Our graduating class was 205 people I believe, so we've got just over a tenth of the people we could have. I really want to make it an awesome site, and other people have already told me what an awesome idea it was.
I recently found and reinstalled visual basic, so I am once again addicted to creating various programs for my own uses (and one day I may recreate my legendary "Pong" game which was excellent and perhaps even my RuneQuest RPG game.) Right now i'm working on a series of D&D programs to help out DMs and I just finished my random treasure generator (And it is awesome). Anyone who plays D&D out there as a DM might want a copy of this. It's just like rolling on the tables in the DMG 3.5 plus there's a Psionic Item option which gives you a 1 in 10 chance of obtaining a psionic item out of the Psionic's Handbook in place of a regular item.
(I love programming... probably should be thinking about Computer Science shouldn't I? Ah well, the future brigns what the future will bring)
Alright, so that's about it. Farewell my fair audience, until the next time I post.
Monday, June 28, 2004
Keeping myself busy
So today I went and created a MSN Groups for my graduating class. If you haven't got an e-mail from me (or from someone else, as I'm relying on word of mouth to spread this) with the address yet, feel free to e-mail me and I'll send the link to you.
Feels so good to be out of high school finally. Seems like only a few days ago that I got here and now I have to leave. Amazing how much I'm actually going to miss high school. Even some of the teachers I will be disappointed to leave behind, though I will be back to bother them some more. (that reminds me, there are a few teachers I'd like to have on the Alumni site, have to go find them one of these days and give them the link). But there's also the feeling of exhileration from having finally finished the first step on the road to being in the working world and though there are two or three left to go, the big one is done with.
Alright, so that's about it for now.
Anyone who's got an e-mail from me, PASS IT ON! I want to get as many alumni as possible on that site so we don't lose contact with each other.
and CONGRAGULATIONS CLASS OF 2004!!!!!
Later all
Feels so good to be out of high school finally. Seems like only a few days ago that I got here and now I have to leave. Amazing how much I'm actually going to miss high school. Even some of the teachers I will be disappointed to leave behind, though I will be back to bother them some more. (that reminds me, there are a few teachers I'd like to have on the Alumni site, have to go find them one of these days and give them the link). But there's also the feeling of exhileration from having finally finished the first step on the road to being in the working world and though there are two or three left to go, the big one is done with.
Alright, so that's about it for now.
Anyone who's got an e-mail from me, PASS IT ON! I want to get as many alumni as possible on that site so we don't lose contact with each other.
and CONGRAGULATIONS CLASS OF 2004!!!!!
Later all
Friday, June 25, 2004
So all things end (continued)
Alright, it's been a few days and I feel up to posting more about this. Perhaps clarify a few of my own thoughts and such. But before I do, some stuff on a non-related topic.
Today's grad. Finally high school is over. Funny, it's not really exciting, but maybe I'm just not in the mood. The band is playing at grad today and we're doing a lot of rock and roll and some blues as well. And Dave (curse his name forever) has decided that Adam and I (Adam is our lead singer) are going to be getting an award for MVP in the band. (thank you *sarcasm* lol) I'm also getting at least two more awards, the Music award (not that much of an honor as there are like two other people getting it with me) and the Math award (and for advanced math that's an honor). Not sure what other one's I am getting, depends a lot on how I did on the exams. Chemistry is a possibility. I don't think I got the Physics award. I know I didn't get the Gym or the French or the Economics award. English is a minor long-shot possibility (but probably not). Then we have the scholarships and etc after that and I have no clue about any of those. Maybe, maybe not, we'll see. I don't really need them, with my RESP but hey... more money the better.
So... perhaps the more predominant topic in my thoughts rather than Graduation... Andarta.
On one hand I am very depressed. Andarta was... the perfect woman for me. I couldn't complain about anything, except where she lived. And, to be honest, if she were anything other than perfect, I probably would have broken up with her. The only reason I stayed was because she was perfect and I thought the relationship would go very far and so I was willing to wait a year or two to be with her. On the other hand, the distance really is painful and perhaps most people aren't willing to go through it for anyone. So perhaps this was the best decision she could have made. It doesn't matter as it is made and I'm going to have to deal with the consequences. Right now, as I said, I'm sortof down and depressed. Perhaps in the future I'll remember what Raven said the day Andarta and I started going out: "If it doesn't work out Rob, remember at least that it's possible for someone to love you." It's true and in my head I know that it's possible that (And perhaps probable that) I can find someone who loves me. But right now I feel like a large part of me has been torn out and I'm still trying to deal with that. Forgive me.
Alright I've moped enough on-line. Time to keep that in my head.
Hopefully my life will improve. Hopefully I'll meet another special woman like Andarta or maybe we'll get back together in the future. I don't know, the future is for no man to see. I'm just not holding on to any hope for her and I to get back together as I don't want to be let down again.
Farewell my audience.
Today's grad. Finally high school is over. Funny, it's not really exciting, but maybe I'm just not in the mood. The band is playing at grad today and we're doing a lot of rock and roll and some blues as well. And Dave (curse his name forever) has decided that Adam and I (Adam is our lead singer) are going to be getting an award for MVP in the band. (thank you *sarcasm* lol) I'm also getting at least two more awards, the Music award (not that much of an honor as there are like two other people getting it with me) and the Math award (and for advanced math that's an honor). Not sure what other one's I am getting, depends a lot on how I did on the exams. Chemistry is a possibility. I don't think I got the Physics award. I know I didn't get the Gym or the French or the Economics award. English is a minor long-shot possibility (but probably not). Then we have the scholarships and etc after that and I have no clue about any of those. Maybe, maybe not, we'll see. I don't really need them, with my RESP but hey... more money the better.
So... perhaps the more predominant topic in my thoughts rather than Graduation... Andarta.
On one hand I am very depressed. Andarta was... the perfect woman for me. I couldn't complain about anything, except where she lived. And, to be honest, if she were anything other than perfect, I probably would have broken up with her. The only reason I stayed was because she was perfect and I thought the relationship would go very far and so I was willing to wait a year or two to be with her. On the other hand, the distance really is painful and perhaps most people aren't willing to go through it for anyone. So perhaps this was the best decision she could have made. It doesn't matter as it is made and I'm going to have to deal with the consequences. Right now, as I said, I'm sortof down and depressed. Perhaps in the future I'll remember what Raven said the day Andarta and I started going out: "If it doesn't work out Rob, remember at least that it's possible for someone to love you." It's true and in my head I know that it's possible that (And perhaps probable that) I can find someone who loves me. But right now I feel like a large part of me has been torn out and I'm still trying to deal with that. Forgive me.
Alright I've moped enough on-line. Time to keep that in my head.
Hopefully my life will improve. Hopefully I'll meet another special woman like Andarta or maybe we'll get back together in the future. I don't know, the future is for no man to see. I'm just not holding on to any hope for her and I to get back together as I don't want to be let down again.
Farewell my audience.
Thursday, June 24, 2004
And so all things end...
For those of you who have not heard, Andarta broke up with me last night.
It's really too soon to tell how I'm reacting. Right now I'm surprised, confused, wanting to lash out, depressed and in shock. (and slightly hungry but that's besides the point).
It's odd because I've been thinking about breaking up with her for a while (a few days ago) but recently Scrabble managed to talk me out of it... and then this happens. It's like God's sending me a message (if I actually believed in Him).
*sigh*
Alright... I'm going to try not to let this get me down. Self-pity isn't the answer, I know that now. But don't blame me if I'm very depressed and a complete asshole for... the rest of my life or possibly just the next week or month or year or something.
Alright I'm done now. Farewell all.
PS: Won't be on-line much
It's really too soon to tell how I'm reacting. Right now I'm surprised, confused, wanting to lash out, depressed and in shock. (and slightly hungry but that's besides the point).
It's odd because I've been thinking about breaking up with her for a while (a few days ago) but recently Scrabble managed to talk me out of it... and then this happens. It's like God's sending me a message (if I actually believed in Him).
*sigh*
Alright... I'm going to try not to let this get me down. Self-pity isn't the answer, I know that now. But don't blame me if I'm very depressed and a complete asshole for... the rest of my life or possibly just the next week or month or year or something.
Alright I'm done now. Farewell all.
PS: Won't be on-line much
Monday, June 21, 2004
hey hey!
So school's out and the summer begins.
excellent *evil smile*
Alright, so the plans are made. Sunday and Thursday are my official D&D Campaign days in Gatineau.
And my plans are made. The party will die.
*evil grin* no I'm not that cruel.
Don't know why, but I've recently started listening more and more to the Tragically Hip. Dude, this song is good.
Alright, so on to more serious stuff.
More and more I'm thinking about doing only one year cegep and then going straight to university, waterloo or something. I know it's more expensive but... I really don't like being apart from Andarta so I'm hoping we can at least be closer if I go to university sooner.
So that's what's on my mind now. Later all. (I don't have much else to say)
excellent *evil smile*
Alright, so the plans are made. Sunday and Thursday are my official D&D Campaign days in Gatineau.
And my plans are made. The party will die.
*evil grin* no I'm not that cruel.
Don't know why, but I've recently started listening more and more to the Tragically Hip. Dude, this song is good.
Alright, so on to more serious stuff.
More and more I'm thinking about doing only one year cegep and then going straight to university, waterloo or something. I know it's more expensive but... I really don't like being apart from Andarta so I'm hoping we can at least be closer if I go to university sooner.
So that's what's on my mind now. Later all. (I don't have much else to say)
Thursday, June 17, 2004
schools out!
yesterday actually, but I wasn't around to post. sorry.
My last exam was Chemistry and it was fairly easy. Other people found it sortof hard, but meh. I didn't find it that challenging.
So plans for the next week? A lot of playing D&D and not much else.
That's about it. Later all.
My last exam was Chemistry and it was fairly easy. Other people found it sortof hard, but meh. I didn't find it that challenging.
So plans for the next week? A lot of playing D&D and not much else.
That's about it. Later all.
Monday, June 14, 2004
monday afternoon
Alright, it was a tough day at school but I'm still alive, so I guess that counts for something.
I have something fairly big on my mind right now, so you'll forgive me if I appear distracted while you're talking with me. I'm hoping to get it worked out in a few days.
Once I get it worked out, I'll blog about it, but not before then, though I may talk with a few of you about this. (Scrabble, I want to talk to you in particular when I see you next, find me at school tomorrow if you could)
So the French exams today went well. They were both easy. I found out I scored 95% on my final math exam (sweet) and finished 94% overall, top of my class both on the exam and overall. So I'll be getting the Math award, as well as the Music award at grad. It is entirely possible that I may get others, potentially Chemistry, maybe Physics, but I really don't know. Guess we'll have to wait and find out.
Tomorrow, I have my oral at 9:45AM and then my french listening (which is easy). I'm worried about my oral though, because I can't speak french worth a damn.
And finally Wednesday is the chemistry exam and I'm probably going to go to D'Arcy before and play cards or something with Vicki.
Alright, so that's about it for now. Will post later about the thing.
Farewell.
I have something fairly big on my mind right now, so you'll forgive me if I appear distracted while you're talking with me. I'm hoping to get it worked out in a few days.
Once I get it worked out, I'll blog about it, but not before then, though I may talk with a few of you about this. (Scrabble, I want to talk to you in particular when I see you next, find me at school tomorrow if you could)
So the French exams today went well. They were both easy. I found out I scored 95% on my final math exam (sweet) and finished 94% overall, top of my class both on the exam and overall. So I'll be getting the Math award, as well as the Music award at grad. It is entirely possible that I may get others, potentially Chemistry, maybe Physics, but I really don't know. Guess we'll have to wait and find out.
Tomorrow, I have my oral at 9:45AM and then my french listening (which is easy). I'm worried about my oral though, because I can't speak french worth a damn.
And finally Wednesday is the chemistry exam and I'm probably going to go to D'Arcy before and play cards or something with Vicki.
Alright, so that's about it for now. Will post later about the thing.
Farewell.
monday morning
ugh... mental note: no more alcohol.
Last night I went over to Vicki's place to watch movies (she has Escaflowne and Army of Darkness and I wanted to watch them both). But she was having a few friends over and then we kindof broke out some Bicardi/Sprite (mmmm) and some whiskey.
I got fairly drunk and so now i'm at school after my french reading exam with a freaking hangover. Never again.
The movies were good though. I love the music from Escaflowne(and I'm probably spelling that wrong).
Alright, enough for now, I have french writing this afternoon and I need to rest.
Later all
Last night I went over to Vicki's place to watch movies (she has Escaflowne and Army of Darkness and I wanted to watch them both). But she was having a few friends over and then we kindof broke out some Bicardi/Sprite (mmmm) and some whiskey.
I got fairly drunk and so now i'm at school after my french reading exam with a freaking hangover. Never again.
The movies were good though. I love the music from Escaflowne(and I'm probably spelling that wrong).
Alright, enough for now, I have french writing this afternoon and I need to rest.
Later all
Saturday, June 12, 2004
saturday is here!
thank god lol.
This week has been slightly stressful with exams and such going on. I'm glad the weekend is here 'cause I'll finally have a chance to relax, have some fun, go for a bike ride and see a baseball game tomorrow.
I really miss Andarta. It's been a week since we last chatted and I'm starting to get worried. It's probably something like she just can't go on, with exams and all or maybe her parents won't let her, but I'm still worried. And I can't call Freya and ask either, since she's visiting Angelis's relatives (forget which set) this weekend. Have to wait til Monday night to call her. Ah well, hopefully Andarta will show up today.
I cannot wait until I get to see her again... I'll post more about this in my other blog after I finish here.
Our pool will soon be back in working order (our pump was broken, we're getting a new one today as the old one is shot) so I can finally get out of this hot weather. (was up around 40 earlier this week).
Alright, I'm done for now. Later all.
This week has been slightly stressful with exams and such going on. I'm glad the weekend is here 'cause I'll finally have a chance to relax, have some fun, go for a bike ride and see a baseball game tomorrow.
I really miss Andarta. It's been a week since we last chatted and I'm starting to get worried. It's probably something like she just can't go on, with exams and all or maybe her parents won't let her, but I'm still worried. And I can't call Freya and ask either, since she's visiting Angelis's relatives (forget which set) this weekend. Have to wait til Monday night to call her. Ah well, hopefully Andarta will show up today.
I cannot wait until I get to see her again... I'll post more about this in my other blog after I finish here.
Our pool will soon be back in working order (our pump was broken, we're getting a new one today as the old one is shot) so I can finally get out of this hot weather. (was up around 40 earlier this week).
Alright, I'm done for now. Later all.
Friday, June 11, 2004
weekend is here
Yay. I'm done my Math exam, made a stupid mistake (and possibly more).
So the bulk of my remaining exams are the four french exams on Monday-Tuesday and then I finish with Chemistry on Wednesday.
I'm getting fairly worried about Andarta who hasn't shown up for a week now (Except for briefly on Monday). I'm going to call Freya tomorrow, see what's going on.
Think Vicki wants to go with me to a b-ball game on Sunday.
Alright, so thats it for now. Will post more tomorrow (and there is no poetry today, sorry)
Later
So the bulk of my remaining exams are the four french exams on Monday-Tuesday and then I finish with Chemistry on Wednesday.
I'm getting fairly worried about Andarta who hasn't shown up for a week now (Except for briefly on Monday). I'm going to call Freya tomorrow, see what's going on.
Think Vicki wants to go with me to a b-ball game on Sunday.
Alright, so thats it for now. Will post more tomorrow (and there is no poetry today, sorry)
Later
Thursday, June 10, 2004
three down, six to go
Tomorrow is the dreaded, feared Math 536 exam... ha!
Seriously, our math teacher says it's going to be incredibly difficult. He's worried about breaking his streak - no failures in his class for four years. I know I'm going to pass, but I really want to do well, maintain my 90+ average in math. (highest I can get is 96, with 100% on the exam, lowest I can get is 46% with a 0 on the exam and i need 59% on the exam to get 75 overall which is the mark i need to get into the math at CEGEP next year.) But I really want to do well because higher marks are good. lol.
So, for those of you who like my poetry, I have written a few more since I last posted some, but I won't be posting them tonight as I'm going to bed in an hour or so (and studying until then). Probably tomorrow I'll post them.
Still no word from Freya... I'm starting to get a little bit nervous because there are only three weeks left until I wanted to go and I wanted to buy tickets two weeks in advance... but oh well. I'll buy them when she calls. Money is all ready and everything.
Speaking of Timmins and that corner of the world, I haven't seen Andarta in a few days. If you're reading this Andarta, please send me an e-mail. I miss you and want to chat with you. (Though if you're busy with exams/end of year work, I understand).
Alright, so wish me luck on the math exam tomorrow. Later all. (I'll post more tomorrow)
Seriously, our math teacher says it's going to be incredibly difficult. He's worried about breaking his streak - no failures in his class for four years. I know I'm going to pass, but I really want to do well, maintain my 90+ average in math. (highest I can get is 96, with 100% on the exam, lowest I can get is 46% with a 0 on the exam and i need 59% on the exam to get 75 overall which is the mark i need to get into the math at CEGEP next year.) But I really want to do well because higher marks are good. lol.
So, for those of you who like my poetry, I have written a few more since I last posted some, but I won't be posting them tonight as I'm going to bed in an hour or so (and studying until then). Probably tomorrow I'll post them.
Still no word from Freya... I'm starting to get a little bit nervous because there are only three weeks left until I wanted to go and I wanted to buy tickets two weeks in advance... but oh well. I'll buy them when she calls. Money is all ready and everything.
Speaking of Timmins and that corner of the world, I haven't seen Andarta in a few days. If you're reading this Andarta, please send me an e-mail. I miss you and want to chat with you. (Though if you're busy with exams/end of year work, I understand).
Alright, so wish me luck on the math exam tomorrow. Later all. (I'll post more tomorrow)
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
two down, seven to go
exams that is.
The school year has drawn to a close finally and I will be, in three short weeks, a high school graduate and a college student two months after that.
Today was the english final exam and the economics exam. The english exam was difficult in that the story was difficult (writing about it, once you understood it, was easy for me). The economics exam was so easy it's basically free marks.
Tomorrow is my physics exam in the morning, then DDM, Scorpie and a few others are playing D&D in the afternoon. Friday is the same thing, but with Math in the morning. (Means I won't be around a lot tomorrow as I want to review my notes).
Monday/Tuesday are all four of my french exams and Wednesday is my chemistry final. And that's it.
I can't wait for July 2nd. Still haven't heard from Freya but... I really miss Andarta and I can't wait to see her again.
Alright that's about it for now. Until tomorrow.
The school year has drawn to a close finally and I will be, in three short weeks, a high school graduate and a college student two months after that.
Today was the english final exam and the economics exam. The english exam was difficult in that the story was difficult (writing about it, once you understood it, was easy for me). The economics exam was so easy it's basically free marks.
Tomorrow is my physics exam in the morning, then DDM, Scorpie and a few others are playing D&D in the afternoon. Friday is the same thing, but with Math in the morning. (Means I won't be around a lot tomorrow as I want to review my notes).
Monday/Tuesday are all four of my french exams and Wednesday is my chemistry final. And that's it.
I can't wait for July 2nd. Still haven't heard from Freya but... I really miss Andarta and I can't wait to see her again.
Alright that's about it for now. Until tomorrow.
Saturday, June 05, 2004
excellent
I just started the system restore for my other computer. I don't know how long it'll take (I'm guessing several hours though) but after that, and after I reinstall all my software (MSN 6.2 and my network) I will have full access once again to the internet. (yay).
Other good news, my parents are now seriously considering purchasing a computer system for me. We were out looking and I'm hoping to get one in a week or two.
There are only two days left of regular school, after that I have six days of exams (out of ten) and then summer begins! (And farewell to high school).
I went out and picked a tuxedo for prom Friday night. I love it, and I'll make sure to have many pictures taken for you Andarta (and any one else not going to my prom who wants one).
The next few days are going to be fairly hectic. Lots of studying to be done (Ha, like I study... actually this year I think I might).
That's about it for now. Later all.
Other good news, my parents are now seriously considering purchasing a computer system for me. We were out looking and I'm hoping to get one in a week or two.
There are only two days left of regular school, after that I have six days of exams (out of ten) and then summer begins! (And farewell to high school).
I went out and picked a tuxedo for prom Friday night. I love it, and I'll make sure to have many pictures taken for you Andarta (and any one else not going to my prom who wants one).
The next few days are going to be fairly hectic. Lots of studying to be done (Ha, like I study... actually this year I think I might).
That's about it for now. Later all.
Thursday, June 03, 2004
some bad news
Alright...
This is most likely going to be my last post for a long time and you probably won't see me on-line anywhere near as much.
Whatever my brother did severely screwed up this computer (and the other one never worked right to begin with). Using MSN and IE is just difficult right now that I can't do it as often as I used to. I will get on and check my e-mail once a day and I might be online infrequently to chat, so you can still e-mail me (and if you want to chat, send me a time and I'll try). There's also the miracle of the telephone that you can use to contact me (gasp) lol, well for those of you with my number. And of course, regular snail-mail. lol. (or you could just wait and talk to me at school)
I have to go now, school awaits me. I don't know when the problems will be fixed, but I should be getting my own computer soon and when that happens, I will be back to being online often.
Later
This is most likely going to be my last post for a long time and you probably won't see me on-line anywhere near as much.
Whatever my brother did severely screwed up this computer (and the other one never worked right to begin with). Using MSN and IE is just difficult right now that I can't do it as often as I used to. I will get on and check my e-mail once a day and I might be online infrequently to chat, so you can still e-mail me (and if you want to chat, send me a time and I'll try). There's also the miracle of the telephone that you can use to contact me (gasp) lol, well for those of you with my number. And of course, regular snail-mail. lol. (or you could just wait and talk to me at school)
I have to go now, school awaits me. I don't know when the problems will be fixed, but I should be getting my own computer soon and when that happens, I will be back to being online often.
Later
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
so why haven't i blogged?
Well, the answer to that is simple.
My brother (no names coughCHRIScough) downloaded something. This something downloaded other things. Thus my computer is heavily infected with adware/spyware (grrr). He doesn't know how to fix it and my dad won't fix it. (double grrrrr) So I am stuck with no music, very limited access to websites (and what access I do have is very slow) and basically a crappy computer (Even worse than it normally is and those of you who know my computer know that's bad enough to begin with).
So what's been going on lately?
Well, today I got paid (hehehe) and i'm well over money needed to buy tickets to Timmins (even though I lent money to DDM/Scorpie last week to see Troy). Just have to hear from Freya, who was suppose to call me last night or email today and she did neither so I have no clue what's going on.
Today I talked with my mother about Andarta and I dating. She thought maybe it wasn't such a good idea, but she wasn't going to stop me. She also promised not to tell my father who'd probably forbid me from going near a train station. Ah well. (I love my mom lol)
There are only 5 days left in regular school, followed by 6 days of exams for me (I have 4 days off at the end, for I have no exams during those days). So 11 days of school left in total. Excellent.
Friday I'm going out to rent my prom tuxedo. Haven't picked a model yet, have to take the catalogue into school and let someone wiser than I in the ways of fashion determine what I'm going to wear (with some input from me of course lol). Probably talk to Scorpie about it. Or Scrabble.
Things are actually going fairly well now. You've probably noticed the lack of depressive-writing in my blog. :D lol
And not just for me. Seems like everyone I know's life is just getting better. Tilly and Roots Kid both have guys they like who like them back. DDM and Scorpie are back together (and I have no problems with that for anyone who's interested). Even Dark Angel has met someone she really likes (I never thought I'd hear that she has a crush on someone but... hey). And of course, Andarta and I are together. Scrabble and her boyfriend are doing well, Angelis and Freya are as they have been for a while. For all my friends, everything seems to be going well for once. That's good, very good. Except... KoS. I don't talk with him enough, I have no clue what's going on in his life. Maybe he'll tell me next time we chat (probably the weekend, since I haven't seen him on on a weekday in forever).
Andarta's b-day present, I'm hoping they call me tonight about it, but it's 9PM so I doubt it. Probably I'll get called tomorrow and I'll go in thursday after school (or during last) to pick it up. It's a great present and worth the money I spent on it though. I think she'll love it.
I saw Troy last week in case I haven't mentioned it. It's worth watching actually, it's got some romance, some violence/bloodshed, some strategy. For those who know the history of Troy, it's not that surprising (yes, it has the Trogan Horse in it lol) but it's still a fairly good movie. Also if you like watching Brad Pitt's ass, you'll love it. (lol)
Today in Music, we got sheet music for a new song, one I haven't heard in a long time but it's still an awesome song. I want to download it now but I think someone deleted Kazaa from my computer. Here's the chorus.
You raise me up
So I can stand on mountains
You raise me up
To walk on stormy seas
I am strong
When I am on your shoulders
You raise me up
To more than I can be
Yeah, I love that song. We're going to be playing it at graduation this year, except I'm graduating so I may not get to play.
So yeah... that's about it for now.
Later all!
My brother (no names coughCHRIScough) downloaded something. This something downloaded other things. Thus my computer is heavily infected with adware/spyware (grrr). He doesn't know how to fix it and my dad won't fix it. (double grrrrr) So I am stuck with no music, very limited access to websites (and what access I do have is very slow) and basically a crappy computer (Even worse than it normally is and those of you who know my computer know that's bad enough to begin with).
So what's been going on lately?
Well, today I got paid (hehehe) and i'm well over money needed to buy tickets to Timmins (even though I lent money to DDM/Scorpie last week to see Troy). Just have to hear from Freya, who was suppose to call me last night or email today and she did neither so I have no clue what's going on.
Today I talked with my mother about Andarta and I dating. She thought maybe it wasn't such a good idea, but she wasn't going to stop me. She also promised not to tell my father who'd probably forbid me from going near a train station. Ah well. (I love my mom lol)
There are only 5 days left in regular school, followed by 6 days of exams for me (I have 4 days off at the end, for I have no exams during those days). So 11 days of school left in total. Excellent.
Friday I'm going out to rent my prom tuxedo. Haven't picked a model yet, have to take the catalogue into school and let someone wiser than I in the ways of fashion determine what I'm going to wear (with some input from me of course lol). Probably talk to Scorpie about it. Or Scrabble.
Things are actually going fairly well now. You've probably noticed the lack of depressive-writing in my blog. :D lol
And not just for me. Seems like everyone I know's life is just getting better. Tilly and Roots Kid both have guys they like who like them back. DDM and Scorpie are back together (and I have no problems with that for anyone who's interested). Even Dark Angel has met someone she really likes (I never thought I'd hear that she has a crush on someone but... hey). And of course, Andarta and I are together. Scrabble and her boyfriend are doing well, Angelis and Freya are as they have been for a while. For all my friends, everything seems to be going well for once. That's good, very good. Except... KoS. I don't talk with him enough, I have no clue what's going on in his life. Maybe he'll tell me next time we chat (probably the weekend, since I haven't seen him on on a weekday in forever).
Andarta's b-day present, I'm hoping they call me tonight about it, but it's 9PM so I doubt it. Probably I'll get called tomorrow and I'll go in thursday after school (or during last) to pick it up. It's a great present and worth the money I spent on it though. I think she'll love it.
I saw Troy last week in case I haven't mentioned it. It's worth watching actually, it's got some romance, some violence/bloodshed, some strategy. For those who know the history of Troy, it's not that surprising (yes, it has the Trogan Horse in it lol) but it's still a fairly good movie. Also if you like watching Brad Pitt's ass, you'll love it. (lol)
Today in Music, we got sheet music for a new song, one I haven't heard in a long time but it's still an awesome song. I want to download it now but I think someone deleted Kazaa from my computer. Here's the chorus.
You raise me up
So I can stand on mountains
You raise me up
To walk on stormy seas
I am strong
When I am on your shoulders
You raise me up
To more than I can be
Yeah, I love that song. We're going to be playing it at graduation this year, except I'm graduating so I may not get to play.
So yeah... that's about it for now.
Later all!
