Thursday, June 24, 2004
And so all things end...
For those of you who have not heard, Andarta broke up with me last night.
It's really too soon to tell how I'm reacting. Right now I'm surprised, confused, wanting to lash out, depressed and in shock. (and slightly hungry but that's besides the point).
It's odd because I've been thinking about breaking up with her for a while (a few days ago) but recently Scrabble managed to talk me out of it... and then this happens. It's like God's sending me a message (if I actually believed in Him).
*sigh*
Alright... I'm going to try not to let this get me down. Self-pity isn't the answer, I know that now. But don't blame me if I'm very depressed and a complete asshole for... the rest of my life or possibly just the next week or month or year or something.
Alright I'm done now. Farewell all.
PS: Won't be on-line much
It's really too soon to tell how I'm reacting. Right now I'm surprised, confused, wanting to lash out, depressed and in shock. (and slightly hungry but that's besides the point).
It's odd because I've been thinking about breaking up with her for a while (a few days ago) but recently Scrabble managed to talk me out of it... and then this happens. It's like God's sending me a message (if I actually believed in Him).
*sigh*
Alright... I'm going to try not to let this get me down. Self-pity isn't the answer, I know that now. But don't blame me if I'm very depressed and a complete asshole for... the rest of my life or possibly just the next week or month or year or something.
Alright I'm done now. Farewell all.
PS: Won't be on-line much
// posted by Dep @ 12:07:00 p.m.
