Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Good... Very Good Even!
So! the good news, then my rants!
Drivers License
I passed :) I have my learner's and I can drive and do driver's lessons. Score.
School
I have passed all my courses, did all my assignments and am on track for graduating after next summer. I love it. Passed all my exams and such.
Birthday
I'm 21 :) sweetness. The evening was good, except for one thing I'll rant about later. I got a PSP, a game for it, a cool folding shopping bag, some gift cards/cash and a pack of Magic cards :). Very happy for it all, thanks people :).
Trip Planning!
Well, its that time of year, and I'm heading up to the great white north for fun with friends and a lot of interesting times :) More on this when I get back, because you never know what can happen while I'm up there.
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Life is generally good. I need a job in the near future, when I get back from Timmins probably, but it can't be that hard lol. Timmins promises to hold very interesting times indeed with hugs, parties, good cooking and lots of time together. Don't want to say anything else, because you never know how these things are going to go but here's hoping!
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And now... for my rants.
Sometimes, some people aren't invited to certain events. I didn't invite some people to my birthday party (alright, I see how she might have gotten the idea that she was, but given that she knew I thought she was somebody else, that hardly counts). Why? Because I knew I wouldn't have a good time with them around.
Some people are energy-takers - they remove energy from me, make me tired and frustrated. And she's one of them. Maybe I didn't do it in the most polite manner, but I've had enough. I'm frustrated. I can't deal with my frustration any more and either I'm going to lash out or I'm cutting her out of my life. Maybe its not even her fault. Maybe it's her moms. Maybe she can't help how she is. But I can't deal with it. I can't deal with people who get pissed off, don't tell me and snipe at me for it for weeks or months or years or decades. I can't deal with people who tell jokes which are insulting without a kind smile or some kind of knowledge that I'm still wanted in some way. I just want to break her face for all the mean things she's said and the way she's acted. She sits and mopes whenever something is wrong, bringing people down around her. Last night, she was offended because I didn't want to listen to something she was saying which was obviously wrong from the very beginning. I tried to correct her, I tried to listen and eventually I just walked away. She didn't speak to me for the rest of the evening and was generally very miserable, sitting in the corner playing DS. It really brought the evening to an unsatisfactory conclusion, despite all the good things. I'm just tired that she can't act like someone above the age of 14 for once - last time I check, this wasn't a soap opera.
Well that's all for now - stay tuned!
- Rob
Drivers License
I passed :) I have my learner's and I can drive and do driver's lessons. Score.
School
I have passed all my courses, did all my assignments and am on track for graduating after next summer. I love it. Passed all my exams and such.
Birthday
I'm 21 :) sweetness. The evening was good, except for one thing I'll rant about later. I got a PSP, a game for it, a cool folding shopping bag, some gift cards/cash and a pack of Magic cards :). Very happy for it all, thanks people :).
Trip Planning!
Well, its that time of year, and I'm heading up to the great white north for fun with friends and a lot of interesting times :) More on this when I get back, because you never know what can happen while I'm up there.
-----
Life is generally good. I need a job in the near future, when I get back from Timmins probably, but it can't be that hard lol. Timmins promises to hold very interesting times indeed with hugs, parties, good cooking and lots of time together. Don't want to say anything else, because you never know how these things are going to go but here's hoping!
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And now... for my rants.
Sometimes, some people aren't invited to certain events. I didn't invite some people to my birthday party (alright, I see how she might have gotten the idea that she was, but given that she knew I thought she was somebody else, that hardly counts). Why? Because I knew I wouldn't have a good time with them around.
Some people are energy-takers - they remove energy from me, make me tired and frustrated. And she's one of them. Maybe I didn't do it in the most polite manner, but I've had enough. I'm frustrated. I can't deal with my frustration any more and either I'm going to lash out or I'm cutting her out of my life. Maybe its not even her fault. Maybe it's her moms. Maybe she can't help how she is. But I can't deal with it. I can't deal with people who get pissed off, don't tell me and snipe at me for it for weeks or months or years or decades. I can't deal with people who tell jokes which are insulting without a kind smile or some kind of knowledge that I'm still wanted in some way. I just want to break her face for all the mean things she's said and the way she's acted. She sits and mopes whenever something is wrong, bringing people down around her. Last night, she was offended because I didn't want to listen to something she was saying which was obviously wrong from the very beginning. I tried to correct her, I tried to listen and eventually I just walked away. She didn't speak to me for the rest of the evening and was generally very miserable, sitting in the corner playing DS. It really brought the evening to an unsatisfactory conclusion, despite all the good things. I'm just tired that she can't act like someone above the age of 14 for once - last time I check, this wasn't a soap opera.
Well that's all for now - stay tuned!
- Rob
// posted by Dep @ 10:22:00 p.m.
