Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Once Again, Technology Wins
Blogging at school, through the firewall, is good.
What can I say about my life. Its good and yet its nerve-wracking at the same time. I go between positive enthusiasm and negative pessimism about my chances, and I don't think anybody knows how this is going to end up. Sometimes I have the urge just to shut out the world and sit in a little ball on the floor. Sometimes I want to sing and dance and laugh all the way down the road.
Yeah I'm crazy.
I guess what gnaws at me the most is the feeling of not being able to do anything - of caring inside, but not being able to show it for fear that its too soon for her. Of second guessing myself.
*sigh* but things that are easy aren't usually worth having eh? I'll live :).
Thanks for listening.
- Rob
What can I say about my life. Its good and yet its nerve-wracking at the same time. I go between positive enthusiasm and negative pessimism about my chances, and I don't think anybody knows how this is going to end up. Sometimes I have the urge just to shut out the world and sit in a little ball on the floor. Sometimes I want to sing and dance and laugh all the way down the road.
Yeah I'm crazy.
I guess what gnaws at me the most is the feeling of not being able to do anything - of caring inside, but not being able to show it for fear that its too soon for her. Of second guessing myself.
*sigh* but things that are easy aren't usually worth having eh? I'll live :).
Thanks for listening.
- Rob
// posted by Dep @ 9:32:00 p.m.
