Monday, March 27, 2006
Sault Ste Marie
So I'm here in the Sault with the Lisa and the Chris. This is actually pretty cool, since I'm staying in res with them - sortof a sneak peak at what residence is like perhaps. And... there is pool. Not the swimming kindof pool, but the table kind of pool with the balls and the wings and the free-ness :D.
Thoughts... are looking up. I feel good about my actions, partly as a result of conversation with good friends and partly because of the justifications running through my head. I'm sure certain people think I'm an ass for saying some of the things I've said. I have no regrets, except perhaps that I was a bit too harsh towards Courtney in a previous journal entry... I was really angry at the time. But *shrugs* I mean, its entirely probable that its not something she can control and me being angry isn't going to help that. I just wish she would talk about it, so I could understand... I know she has a fear of confrontation but this isn't really a confrontation - I'm not even angry any more... I was really on edge because of the tension. It's all good now.
I'm enjoying myself here. The bus ride was great... it's always fun to have somebody to talk to on your bus ride. And Lisa's boyfriend Chris is really nice...
I suppose that would be my only negative (though its not really a bad thing, it shouldn't bother me... its just a bit of a negative thought) is being here with a couple and, essentially, living with them for four days. He even came to meet her at the bus depot... alright *stops before the crying*.
But yes, great time and great plans.
Anyways, I gotta go.
Later
Thoughts... are looking up. I feel good about my actions, partly as a result of conversation with good friends and partly because of the justifications running through my head. I'm sure certain people think I'm an ass for saying some of the things I've said. I have no regrets, except perhaps that I was a bit too harsh towards Courtney in a previous journal entry... I was really angry at the time. But *shrugs* I mean, its entirely probable that its not something she can control and me being angry isn't going to help that. I just wish she would talk about it, so I could understand... I know she has a fear of confrontation but this isn't really a confrontation - I'm not even angry any more... I was really on edge because of the tension. It's all good now.
I'm enjoying myself here. The bus ride was great... it's always fun to have somebody to talk to on your bus ride. And Lisa's boyfriend Chris is really nice...
I suppose that would be my only negative (though its not really a bad thing, it shouldn't bother me... its just a bit of a negative thought) is being here with a couple and, essentially, living with them for four days. He even came to meet her at the bus depot... alright *stops before the crying*.
But yes, great time and great plans.
Anyways, I gotta go.
Later
// posted by Dep @ 10:33:00 a.m.