Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Random Stuff
Hey guys,
I know I've been rather cryptic in my comments as of late. As usual, there's a reason... I fear that they might be taken the wrong way, that they might be asking too much, too soon. When combined with recent poems, the person in question (who does read) knows who she is. On the advice of a friend, I'm going to drop the topic in my head, since I know it can't go anywhere in the near future... the situation just isn't right and that is something I've realized in my thoughts... there needs to be time, time to build the relationship, the trust and the friendship back up - time in person especially - before we can really begin to rebuild the actual relationship. And *shrugs* that is her wish apparently as well. I can't deny the feelings though... I hope she knows that and how much I care.
Yeah, I'm a wuss for not coming out and talking about it, but *shrugs* I'm open to talking about it if she wants, she knows this and knows the next move is hers, if there is to be a next move.
Alright, on to other things.
Mild infection with the wisdoms, its a bit painful especially with the stress of going to school on it, but its manageable with the painkillers.
Back to PTY tomorrow, mildly excited since its been two weeks.
Yada, yada, yada
Anyways, I've class at 8, so I'm gone
*hugs to y'all*
Later
- Rob
I know I've been rather cryptic in my comments as of late. As usual, there's a reason... I fear that they might be taken the wrong way, that they might be asking too much, too soon. When combined with recent poems, the person in question (who does read) knows who she is. On the advice of a friend, I'm going to drop the topic in my head, since I know it can't go anywhere in the near future... the situation just isn't right and that is something I've realized in my thoughts... there needs to be time, time to build the relationship, the trust and the friendship back up - time in person especially - before we can really begin to rebuild the actual relationship. And *shrugs* that is her wish apparently as well. I can't deny the feelings though... I hope she knows that and how much I care.
Yeah, I'm a wuss for not coming out and talking about it, but *shrugs* I'm open to talking about it if she wants, she knows this and knows the next move is hers, if there is to be a next move.
Alright, on to other things.
Mild infection with the wisdoms, its a bit painful especially with the stress of going to school on it, but its manageable with the painkillers.
Back to PTY tomorrow, mildly excited since its been two weeks.
Yada, yada, yada
Anyways, I've class at 8, so I'm gone
*hugs to y'all*
Later
- Rob
// posted by Dep @ 10:36:00 p.m.
