Monday, March 13, 2006
Random Midnight Thoughts
I can't sleep. My mind is too full of thoughts of all things.
Thoughts of relationships mostly. I know I'm a confusing person at times. And its going to take an insane person to even think about having a relationship with me... mostly because I wouldn't have it any other way. Insane people are the best kind of people, in my opinion.
Talking with people makes me realize how obsessed some people are with sex. I mean a lot of guys would pass up a relationship with somebody just because they wouldn't be getting any easily. *shakes head* I mean, it just makes no sense. So much for commitment to a person instead of to sex. To me, relationships are about being with somebody, sharing your experiences and your life and spending time together. Yeah, I'm a romantic, so shoot me. *shakes head* people are going downhill these days.
Of course, women are no better. Finding a romantic these days is difficult, which is rather sad.
It's a shame that the few people I know whom I really find attractive are either very taken or live so far away. And attractive for me goes beyond physical attraction... its so much more about personality... perhaps thats why I find I can develop feelings for people over the Internet (Though it going anywhere is a different story).
It's also I'm shame that some of those very few people don't know about my feelings and just how attracted I am to some of them. *shakes head* It's really confusing somedays. I'm sure of one person, and she knows how I feel, but the odds of that going anywhere in the near future are slim... she just doesn't seem interested. There are problems with these other people too. I suppose we'll just have to see where things go.
If anyone is curious, I'm sure I have answers for you somewhere in my head. Just ask.
Anyways... I'm going to try to sleep again.
*hugs* g'night
- Rob
Thoughts of relationships mostly. I know I'm a confusing person at times. And its going to take an insane person to even think about having a relationship with me... mostly because I wouldn't have it any other way. Insane people are the best kind of people, in my opinion.
Talking with people makes me realize how obsessed some people are with sex. I mean a lot of guys would pass up a relationship with somebody just because they wouldn't be getting any easily. *shakes head* I mean, it just makes no sense. So much for commitment to a person instead of to sex. To me, relationships are about being with somebody, sharing your experiences and your life and spending time together. Yeah, I'm a romantic, so shoot me. *shakes head* people are going downhill these days.
Of course, women are no better. Finding a romantic these days is difficult, which is rather sad.
It's a shame that the few people I know whom I really find attractive are either very taken or live so far away. And attractive for me goes beyond physical attraction... its so much more about personality... perhaps thats why I find I can develop feelings for people over the Internet (Though it going anywhere is a different story).
It's also I'm shame that some of those very few people don't know about my feelings and just how attracted I am to some of them. *shakes head* It's really confusing somedays. I'm sure of one person, and she knows how I feel, but the odds of that going anywhere in the near future are slim... she just doesn't seem interested. There are problems with these other people too. I suppose we'll just have to see where things go.
If anyone is curious, I'm sure I have answers for you somewhere in my head. Just ask.
Anyways... I'm going to try to sleep again.
*hugs* g'night
- Rob
// posted by Dep @ 12:26:00 a.m.
