Friday, March 03, 2006
Blinded by the fire and the sorrow of the day
Current Music: Land Of The Miracle (Edguy)
Current Mood: Wtf, mate
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I risk sounding repetative if I talk about whats on my mind, especially as it would be a bit hypocritical...
Perhaps once I return to school, I can speak to somebody there... if anyone is left whom understands. So many have left.
So I won't.
Instead, my apologies to many people. Eve I haven't forgotten my personification nor your worst torture question - they've just been on the back of my mind instead of the front as of late. Sometime this weekend. I hope.
I'm sure I'm forgetting other things.
I want to write poetry so badly, but nothings coming to me. It's all been said before, and I'm just rehashing this, trying to find another way to say whats instead... trying to express that darkness, that hope, those feelings, the controlled insanity.
I sleep now... or maybe to write I hope.
Goodnight all
Current Mood: Wtf, mate
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I risk sounding repetative if I talk about whats on my mind, especially as it would be a bit hypocritical...
Perhaps once I return to school, I can speak to somebody there... if anyone is left whom understands. So many have left.
So I won't.
Instead, my apologies to many people. Eve I haven't forgotten my personification nor your worst torture question - they've just been on the back of my mind instead of the front as of late. Sometime this weekend. I hope.
I'm sure I'm forgetting other things.
I want to write poetry so badly, but nothings coming to me. It's all been said before, and I'm just rehashing this, trying to find another way to say whats instead... trying to express that darkness, that hope, those feelings, the controlled insanity.
I sleep now... or maybe to write I hope.
Goodnight all
// posted by Dep @ 11:08:00 p.m.
