Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Post #456
In contrast to last tonight, tonights post will be brief and fairly grounded in reality instead of the world inside my head where things don't have to make sense to make sense.
I am sick. I hate being sick. I feel tired and weak and theres this really annoying tickle at the back of my throat. Its been getting worse all day and I don't know if I'm going in tomorrow - I feel that out of it.
I know some of you probably skip a lot of class (or at least a moderate amount) and... I've been there and done that and I can still pass in moderate amounts, but I can't keep it to a moderate amount. So I've been forcing myself to class even when I have moderately good reasons.
Today was good. I spent the morning in class, being bored. Lunch was the Underground meeting (now every Wednesday at lunch) where we decided some things - hopefully we'll get cool t-shirts. Actually we did more than that and if I take tomorrow off (as I should) I will probably spend a lot of my time putting stuff together for that.
After lunch was my afternoon of Hardware/Software installation, which was fun - nothing I like more than messing with computers for hours... I, at the end, had three computers set up around me, with the monitors pointed towards me, and I was wiping them clean and installing Win 98SE. I had another one going in the background too. One had a dead floppy drive so I was trying to fix it, before realizing it was dead.
PTY was... well it was cool seeing the people I get to see once a week again. Nothing really interesting, it was more of a work thing... we went over our stuff about confidentiality, etc. Boring, but essential.
And it became official that I will make my reapperance into the limelight with a jazz band playing at a queer youth event for valentines day. That should put some light in my life as Valentine's day is... its not that I dislike it, its that I have no one to give stuff to and thats a downer... especially after last year's valentine's day.
In reference to all of the things in my head that I spoke of last night... I dunno. There's more but I don't want to talk right now about it... I know I need to but I just want to be silent and let my dreams dream... I love whats in them too much to let them go, even though I should. Yeah I'm an idiot. What else is new?
Alright, I'm going to go check email and do stuff
*hugs* g'night
- Dep
I am sick. I hate being sick. I feel tired and weak and theres this really annoying tickle at the back of my throat. Its been getting worse all day and I don't know if I'm going in tomorrow - I feel that out of it.
I know some of you probably skip a lot of class (or at least a moderate amount) and... I've been there and done that and I can still pass in moderate amounts, but I can't keep it to a moderate amount. So I've been forcing myself to class even when I have moderately good reasons.
Today was good. I spent the morning in class, being bored. Lunch was the Underground meeting (now every Wednesday at lunch) where we decided some things - hopefully we'll get cool t-shirts. Actually we did more than that and if I take tomorrow off (as I should) I will probably spend a lot of my time putting stuff together for that.
After lunch was my afternoon of Hardware/Software installation, which was fun - nothing I like more than messing with computers for hours... I, at the end, had three computers set up around me, with the monitors pointed towards me, and I was wiping them clean and installing Win 98SE. I had another one going in the background too. One had a dead floppy drive so I was trying to fix it, before realizing it was dead.
PTY was... well it was cool seeing the people I get to see once a week again. Nothing really interesting, it was more of a work thing... we went over our stuff about confidentiality, etc. Boring, but essential.
And it became official that I will make my reapperance into the limelight with a jazz band playing at a queer youth event for valentines day. That should put some light in my life as Valentine's day is... its not that I dislike it, its that I have no one to give stuff to and thats a downer... especially after last year's valentine's day.
In reference to all of the things in my head that I spoke of last night... I dunno. There's more but I don't want to talk right now about it... I know I need to but I just want to be silent and let my dreams dream... I love whats in them too much to let them go, even though I should. Yeah I'm an idiot. What else is new?
Alright, I'm going to go check email and do stuff
*hugs* g'night
- Dep
// posted by Dep @ 10:07:00 p.m.
