Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Mostly for Eve
This entry is mostly for Eve, though I suppose for others it would be useful as well.
It's been said that getting to know me is difficult. I tend not to talk a lot and, when I do, I'm generally very uncomfortable around people I don't know well. Freya, I'm sure you remember this when I first met Mira - how reticient I seemed around her when I was so open with you.
It takes awhile... think of Mira - even though I saw her regularly for a month, it took the first couple of weeks before I got over my uncomfortableness (Mira called it shyness which is not exact but close enough to the truth - even I can't fully explain it well enough to tell the difference) with her. Freya... lord, that was so long ago that I met you - I can't remember how long it took. Long enough.
I suppose my general point is that it takes awhile for me to let people inside and up until I do, I have heard it said that I come across as either arrogant or a person with no personality. (Whether or not I'm arrogant is another matter) but I certainly have a personality. Just give it time and it will come across once I've gotten comfortable with you.
:P And if you're really that curious about me, read the archives. Gotta love my archives - they tell the entire tale of the past few years of my life which are the most important. Between that and my poetry, you can put together a pretty accurate picture of myself.
Yeah - I'm just a tad worried that Eve will think badly of me for my awkwardness. Probably I'm being crazy as usual, but here's my post anyways.
Anyways - I require sleep. Majorly.
*hugs to all*
- Dep
It's been said that getting to know me is difficult. I tend not to talk a lot and, when I do, I'm generally very uncomfortable around people I don't know well. Freya, I'm sure you remember this when I first met Mira - how reticient I seemed around her when I was so open with you.
It takes awhile... think of Mira - even though I saw her regularly for a month, it took the first couple of weeks before I got over my uncomfortableness (Mira called it shyness which is not exact but close enough to the truth - even I can't fully explain it well enough to tell the difference) with her. Freya... lord, that was so long ago that I met you - I can't remember how long it took. Long enough.
I suppose my general point is that it takes awhile for me to let people inside and up until I do, I have heard it said that I come across as either arrogant or a person with no personality. (Whether or not I'm arrogant is another matter) but I certainly have a personality. Just give it time and it will come across once I've gotten comfortable with you.
:P And if you're really that curious about me, read the archives. Gotta love my archives - they tell the entire tale of the past few years of my life which are the most important. Between that and my poetry, you can put together a pretty accurate picture of myself.
Yeah - I'm just a tad worried that Eve will think badly of me for my awkwardness. Probably I'm being crazy as usual, but here's my post anyways.
Anyways - I require sleep. Majorly.
*hugs to all*
- Dep
// posted by Dep @ 2:56:00 a.m.
