Sunday, December 18, 2005
(?)
There is no more point in denying anything. I... no, it's impossible. As much as I may want something to happen; as much as I tell myself that maybe this time, things will go differently - that she is not the other who could not maintain the connection. As much as I may seemingly delude myself, the odds are against it. The connection too long to be maintained, the uncertainty too great to fight against. But there is still no more point in denying it. Whatever she may feel - there is something warm inside me that grows, that causes me to think of things farfetched and improbable. I don't know what I am to do - patience is required, understanding and trust building is required. The time is not ready for me to put a name to these thoughts beyond the name that exists only in my own head. Will the time ever be ripe? We must wait and see.
There is always hope in the world for everyone that one day, dawn may grace their skies again and darkness may move to twilight. That the world need not seem so horrible - for everyone, there is the hope that someone will love them.
*hugs to everyone*
More posts tonight when I return.
- Dep
There is always hope in the world for everyone that one day, dawn may grace their skies again and darkness may move to twilight. That the world need not seem so horrible - for everyone, there is the hope that someone will love them.
*hugs to everyone*
More posts tonight when I return.
- Dep
// posted by Dep @ 11:04:00 a.m.