Saturday, November 12, 2005
bleh... so tired...
I'm just waiting for the load of laundry I put in to be done - it contains my sheets which are essential for sleeping upon.
I'm rather exhausted - instead of seeing Saw II, Vicki, two friends of hers and I decided to walk around Aylmer, once her friends couldn't get into the movie as they were under 16 (since when have they carded for movies?)
The downside of which is my lips are incredibly chapped to the point of extreme pain at the moment. The upside is an evening with Vicki away from her mom.
It's kindof odd how no matter what else happens in my life, things keep turning to her. It is really a shame that her and I probably will never get to explore how far our relationship will go because of her issues (what they are, I can't say). It is mildly frustrating that she doesn't really want to talk about them and resolve them, rather she prefers just to say no. It is easy to say no though I suppose.
Well there's always other fish in the see. I'll keep ya informed ;) on how that goes - without too many details.
Just cross your fingers that I won't screw up my next relationship. But a little bit older and a little bit wiser I am. Moderate confidence have I in not screwing up as majorly as I have in the past.
Anyways - I'd love to tell you more and I'd love to bitch a bit about Vicki and my frustrations there but none of you really want to hear that and, in any case, there's no point in bitching. Vicki knows I'm here and knows how I feel, that's enough for now. As for the other people - well I don't want to open my mouth too soon do I?
And now I'm babbling. God, how am I going to fill the next 10-20 minutes while my laundry dries.
Everything goes well. Lots of work to do at school, lots of things to think about.
Anyways, I'm out for now - I'll find some other way to occupy the time.
Laterz *hugs*
- Rob
I'm rather exhausted - instead of seeing Saw II, Vicki, two friends of hers and I decided to walk around Aylmer, once her friends couldn't get into the movie as they were under 16 (since when have they carded for movies?)
The downside of which is my lips are incredibly chapped to the point of extreme pain at the moment. The upside is an evening with Vicki away from her mom.
It's kindof odd how no matter what else happens in my life, things keep turning to her. It is really a shame that her and I probably will never get to explore how far our relationship will go because of her issues (what they are, I can't say). It is mildly frustrating that she doesn't really want to talk about them and resolve them, rather she prefers just to say no. It is easy to say no though I suppose.
Well there's always other fish in the see. I'll keep ya informed ;) on how that goes - without too many details.
Just cross your fingers that I won't screw up my next relationship. But a little bit older and a little bit wiser I am. Moderate confidence have I in not screwing up as majorly as I have in the past.
Anyways - I'd love to tell you more and I'd love to bitch a bit about Vicki and my frustrations there but none of you really want to hear that and, in any case, there's no point in bitching. Vicki knows I'm here and knows how I feel, that's enough for now. As for the other people - well I don't want to open my mouth too soon do I?
And now I'm babbling. God, how am I going to fill the next 10-20 minutes while my laundry dries.
Everything goes well. Lots of work to do at school, lots of things to think about.
Anyways, I'm out for now - I'll find some other way to occupy the time.
Laterz *hugs*
- Rob
// posted by Dep @ 12:43:00 a.m.
