Sunday, January 09, 2005
suppose I could update
I feel very bleh and down right now. I'm not quite certain why. Just a general feeling of... disappointment really.
My parents and I looked over the budget tonight. I got some hard numbers, two more things I have to add into my budget (clothing and insurance) and instructions on how to get it to calculate my taxes for me as well. Thus i'll be reworking it to include those items sometime this week. But the numbers generally look good. If I stick to a very Spartan budget and am really lucky with my scholarships and such, I can do it... debt free/work free. I may end up working up to 20 hours a week during study semesters but that's the price I pay. I'm willing to pay it.
I really really miss Andy. It's been... six days since I last saw her and already I miss her like crazy. I really want to see her again and soon... and soon after that... and soon after that... etc... until September... at which point I want to see her at least once a day... if not more often. I just feel so... so alone and I hate this feeling. I want to be rid of it forever.
I am planning a trip to Guelph either January 29th or February 5th whichever works better for me with school. Exact plans will be made when I get my schedule on the 12th. I'm going to try very very hard for the 29th... as... well yeah.
Time for... NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS
1) I resolve to lose or look like I've lost weight at the end of this year.
2) I resolve to control my paranoia, my cynicism and my pessimism.
3) I resolve to go to all the neccesary classes.
4) I resolve not to kill Rod.
*sighs*
sorry people.
I'm really not in the mood to write. I just want to hug my girlfriend.
*hugs to Andy*
Later all.
My parents and I looked over the budget tonight. I got some hard numbers, two more things I have to add into my budget (clothing and insurance) and instructions on how to get it to calculate my taxes for me as well. Thus i'll be reworking it to include those items sometime this week. But the numbers generally look good. If I stick to a very Spartan budget and am really lucky with my scholarships and such, I can do it... debt free/work free. I may end up working up to 20 hours a week during study semesters but that's the price I pay. I'm willing to pay it.
I really really miss Andy. It's been... six days since I last saw her and already I miss her like crazy. I really want to see her again and soon... and soon after that... and soon after that... etc... until September... at which point I want to see her at least once a day... if not more often. I just feel so... so alone and I hate this feeling. I want to be rid of it forever.
I am planning a trip to Guelph either January 29th or February 5th whichever works better for me with school. Exact plans will be made when I get my schedule on the 12th. I'm going to try very very hard for the 29th... as... well yeah.
Time for... NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS
1) I resolve to lose or look like I've lost weight at the end of this year.
2) I resolve to control my paranoia, my cynicism and my pessimism.
3) I resolve to go to all the neccesary classes.
4) I resolve not to kill Rod.
*sighs*
sorry people.
I'm really not in the mood to write. I just want to hug my girlfriend.
*hugs to Andy*
Later all.
// posted by Dep @ 10:49:00 p.m.
