Tuesday, November 30, 2004
flippin' flipping is over now
Thanks to Dragon, who gave me a good talking to today and made me realize what I want out of life (Andy) and that what other people thought shouldn't matter. I know Andy, you said the same thing yesterday but Dragon has a way of pounding things into my head so that they stick. So I hope this is the end to my lack of faith on this matter. We will be seeing each other in less than a month (27 days) and that'll make things vastly easier for us.
I know, I know, I never got around to writing Dawn! See, it was largely supposed to be based on Andy's visit here, but since that never happened, I never had a very good basis to write my story upon (as up to this point, I can only imagine what it would be like). But I'm going to try hard after the exams to get the second chapter done at least and posted for everyone to read, even if it's complete fiction at this point (as I'll be seeing her up in Timmins before she comes here).
Exams are in a week and I need a major study effort for them, so I'll be spending more and more time as the week goes on reviewing for the exams. I have to read most of the syllabus for English before next wednesday, read 6 chapters of my philosophy text and 4 chapters of my rationality text, review the semester in bio and chem and cal. (a total of about 20 chapters in bio or chem and about 4 in cal - but the cal chapters are huge and the bio/chem chapters are small.)
I feel as though there's a pit of negative emotion in my stomach and I can't really tell where it's coming from. Andy, can you either message me, call me or e-mail me sometime tonight (call before 11pm, message me if I'm on-line and e-mail me if you can't do either) just to let me know you're okay? Freya, if you come on-line tonight, same thing and be warned, I'll be calling you thursday night. And hugs to both of you and I hope you're both doing good.
Anyways, I'm off to bed soon... actually I have to install xp so I'll be doing that now and I may come back on-line afterwards, if I'm at all awake.
*hugs to Andy*
Later all.
I know, I know, I never got around to writing Dawn! See, it was largely supposed to be based on Andy's visit here, but since that never happened, I never had a very good basis to write my story upon (as up to this point, I can only imagine what it would be like). But I'm going to try hard after the exams to get the second chapter done at least and posted for everyone to read, even if it's complete fiction at this point (as I'll be seeing her up in Timmins before she comes here).
Exams are in a week and I need a major study effort for them, so I'll be spending more and more time as the week goes on reviewing for the exams. I have to read most of the syllabus for English before next wednesday, read 6 chapters of my philosophy text and 4 chapters of my rationality text, review the semester in bio and chem and cal. (a total of about 20 chapters in bio or chem and about 4 in cal - but the cal chapters are huge and the bio/chem chapters are small.)
I feel as though there's a pit of negative emotion in my stomach and I can't really tell where it's coming from. Andy, can you either message me, call me or e-mail me sometime tonight (call before 11pm, message me if I'm on-line and e-mail me if you can't do either) just to let me know you're okay? Freya, if you come on-line tonight, same thing and be warned, I'll be calling you thursday night. And hugs to both of you and I hope you're both doing good.
Anyways, I'm off to bed soon... actually I have to install xp so I'll be doing that now and I may come back on-line afterwards, if I'm at all awake.
*hugs to Andy*
Later all.
// posted by Dep @ 8:29:00 p.m.
