Sunday, September 26, 2004
*shrugs*
This weekend, I've tried to relax and not worry about life so much. It didn't work very well... I'm still worried about a lot of things. I'm glad I'm going back to school tomorrow, where I'll have the opportunity to distract myself with lots of friends and games and class.
As for Andarta... I've come to the conclusion that I'm leaving this in her hands. If she wants to come and visit and we'll see what goes on after that... then she's welcome here whenever she can get away. If she wants to tell me to forget the visit, then that's... well that's her choice. I'm honestly not sure about a lot of things that I was once sure of... but maybe her visit can reinstall some faith in me. Just want to finish with a quote from Moulin Rouge, if I may.. as I'm hitting the hay in about half an hour.
(from the song "El Tango de Roxanne")
You're free to leave me
but just don't decieve me
And please... believe me
When I say I love you
alright... maybe I'm a little paranoid, so I'm going to cut out bitching about this kindof stuff here... I doubt anyone really wants to read it anyways. Andarta... you know my true feelings and everything. *shrugs* what you decide is up to you... all I want it to be is the truth. Send me an e-mail tonight if you're not too tired when you get back and if you are, whenever you can. Thanks.
Later
Dep
As for Andarta... I've come to the conclusion that I'm leaving this in her hands. If she wants to come and visit and we'll see what goes on after that... then she's welcome here whenever she can get away. If she wants to tell me to forget the visit, then that's... well that's her choice. I'm honestly not sure about a lot of things that I was once sure of... but maybe her visit can reinstall some faith in me. Just want to finish with a quote from Moulin Rouge, if I may.. as I'm hitting the hay in about half an hour.
(from the song "El Tango de Roxanne")
You're free to leave me
but just don't decieve me
And please... believe me
When I say I love you
alright... maybe I'm a little paranoid, so I'm going to cut out bitching about this kindof stuff here... I doubt anyone really wants to read it anyways. Andarta... you know my true feelings and everything. *shrugs* what you decide is up to you... all I want it to be is the truth. Send me an e-mail tonight if you're not too tired when you get back and if you are, whenever you can. Thanks.
Later
Dep
// posted by Dep @ 9:51:00 p.m.
