Friday, September 03, 2004
september?? OMG IT IS!
I forgot... usually I greet each new month! WELCOME TO SEPTEMBER (belatedly).
Well it has been almost a year (And in fact will be in a few days) since I started this blog. It's odd how much it's changed and I've changed in a year... I look back upon previous posts and I hardly recognize my own writing... and I suppose a year from now I'll look back and hardly recognize this post.
We're also down to (yes I'm keeping track) 5 days and 16.5 hours until (hopefully, barring anything going wrong) Andarta arrives here. Lots I'd like to say about this, but most I won't (I HAVE TACT GO ME! lol.) Yeah, that wasn't tactful. So sue me.
Some things I will say, I'm even more excited. Some of you know that I like to daydream a lot, and I find myself daydreaming a lot about her and I and what we'll do together. I suppose it's good to dream and have dreams, that way you have something to work towards. Yeah I know that maybe not all dreams come true, but I still think that dreams can come true and I'm hoping that some of mine will. I suppose it's obvious what I dream of, if you've read my poetry recently lol. (If you haven't, go read my poetry blog, the link's ---> that way.) There's a lot of things I want us to see and do while she's here and I don't know if four days is enough lol. Ah well, I suppose there will be more visits. I certainly hope that there will be more visits. I just hope she's able to come... she mentioned that it's possible that there may be more mandatory things that she has to go. I really hope not, as I'm really looking forward to seeing her again (After what... almost four months... omg). It honestly doesn't seem like four months.
The time has gone so quickly... it seems like only a few days ago I was really depressed and heading up to Freya's party in a van with the intentions of getting drunk. And then, after meeting Andarta, being so... so content on the van ride to sudbury, even though I had one of the worst hangovers that I've ever had. That whole trip seems like it only took place a few days ago... and yet it's been over four months since I've seen Andarta. I am really really excited that she's going to be coming here. It's just... undescribable. All the events of the past four months seems to be... just... compacted. This usually happens with me... time compresses my memories, eliminates the details and keeps only the broad strokes of each memory. Some memories are engraved however in my memory forever. One such memory is of kissing Andarta that night (or rather that morning). I've got a few from that night. Of holding her hand, of buying bawls at the depanneur... so many good memories from then. I hope to go back... I actually liked timmins and wish I could have seen more of it.
but it doesn't seem like four months.
it especially doesn't seem like over a month since Andarta and I made up... that seems like just two days ago... when really it was over a month ago that I was considering dating vicki again, then she came back into my life. I'm really glad I decided to reopen communications with her... I honestly think it's one of the best decisions of my life. I'm sure a few of you disagree but... blah. You go live your own lives.
I'm really happy she's going to be here. I have a lot more I'd like to talk about, but honestly some things one just doesn't tell most people.
(maybe in my private blog, later tonight or tomorrow)
So I'm still planning on writing another story. One or two of you might remember that about six months ago I tried writing a more... erotic story? Well I was thinking of trying my hand at it again. If you've got an opinion on this, leave a comment or something. Or send me an e-mail. I love getting mail.
Speaking of mail, I have a new e-mail address. It is the one I use at school and therefore, if you really want to contact me ASAP, send me it there as it's the only one I can check at school (I can't get into hotmail). The e-mail is rturnbull@cegep-heritage.qc.ca . Also use it for any official business you have with me, if you want to send me stuff about the alumni group or anything else, please send it there. Hotmail is for friends and friendly e-mails.
alright... I suppose that's enough for tonight here... I may add more onto my private blog later.
Later all.
Well it has been almost a year (And in fact will be in a few days) since I started this blog. It's odd how much it's changed and I've changed in a year... I look back upon previous posts and I hardly recognize my own writing... and I suppose a year from now I'll look back and hardly recognize this post.
We're also down to (yes I'm keeping track) 5 days and 16.5 hours until (hopefully, barring anything going wrong) Andarta arrives here. Lots I'd like to say about this, but most I won't (I HAVE TACT GO ME! lol.) Yeah, that wasn't tactful. So sue me.
Some things I will say, I'm even more excited. Some of you know that I like to daydream a lot, and I find myself daydreaming a lot about her and I and what we'll do together. I suppose it's good to dream and have dreams, that way you have something to work towards. Yeah I know that maybe not all dreams come true, but I still think that dreams can come true and I'm hoping that some of mine will. I suppose it's obvious what I dream of, if you've read my poetry recently lol. (If you haven't, go read my poetry blog, the link's ---> that way.) There's a lot of things I want us to see and do while she's here and I don't know if four days is enough lol. Ah well, I suppose there will be more visits. I certainly hope that there will be more visits. I just hope she's able to come... she mentioned that it's possible that there may be more mandatory things that she has to go. I really hope not, as I'm really looking forward to seeing her again (After what... almost four months... omg). It honestly doesn't seem like four months.
The time has gone so quickly... it seems like only a few days ago I was really depressed and heading up to Freya's party in a van with the intentions of getting drunk. And then, after meeting Andarta, being so... so content on the van ride to sudbury, even though I had one of the worst hangovers that I've ever had. That whole trip seems like it only took place a few days ago... and yet it's been over four months since I've seen Andarta. I am really really excited that she's going to be coming here. It's just... undescribable. All the events of the past four months seems to be... just... compacted. This usually happens with me... time compresses my memories, eliminates the details and keeps only the broad strokes of each memory. Some memories are engraved however in my memory forever. One such memory is of kissing Andarta that night (or rather that morning). I've got a few from that night. Of holding her hand, of buying bawls at the depanneur... so many good memories from then. I hope to go back... I actually liked timmins and wish I could have seen more of it.
but it doesn't seem like four months.
it especially doesn't seem like over a month since Andarta and I made up... that seems like just two days ago... when really it was over a month ago that I was considering dating vicki again, then she came back into my life. I'm really glad I decided to reopen communications with her... I honestly think it's one of the best decisions of my life. I'm sure a few of you disagree but... blah. You go live your own lives.
I'm really happy she's going to be here. I have a lot more I'd like to talk about, but honestly some things one just doesn't tell most people.
(maybe in my private blog, later tonight or tomorrow)
So I'm still planning on writing another story. One or two of you might remember that about six months ago I tried writing a more... erotic story? Well I was thinking of trying my hand at it again. If you've got an opinion on this, leave a comment or something. Or send me an e-mail. I love getting mail.
Speaking of mail, I have a new e-mail address. It is the one I use at school and therefore, if you really want to contact me ASAP, send me it there as it's the only one I can check at school (I can't get into hotmail). The e-mail is rturnbull@cegep-heritage.qc.ca . Also use it for any official business you have with me, if you want to send me stuff about the alumni group or anything else, please send it there. Hotmail is for friends and friendly e-mails.
alright... I suppose that's enough for tonight here... I may add more onto my private blog later.
Later all.
// posted by Dep @ 10:15:00 p.m.
