Sunday, August 08, 2004
Yes, yes I know!!!!
I remember that I promised you guys I'd write a poem there... well I haven't. Last night was a slightly busy one, I got all tangled up helping my dad fix up my LAN connection. (turns out the problem was a simple one... he changed the network name and didn't tell me... grr!)
Alright, so that's done and it's all working now. i've got full internet from my room and I intend to use it as often as possible. :D
(I love having my own computer...)
alright, so school begins for me on Aug 19th... means there is 11 more days to go.
Somedays, I just can't believe that I've graduated from high school. I keep expecting to feel different... and I don't. I'm still Dep, I keep on writing, keep on doing the things I do. It doesn't feel any different... and yet it is. Hell I'm going to be 18 soon, what's that going to feel like. When I turn 18, I think it'll be the same thing... Yeah I'm 18. It doesn't feel any different... but yet it is different. I'll be able to drink, I'll be able to drive (not both at once or anywhere near each other in the fourth dimension... that's time for those of you not familiar with the fourth dimension) , I'll be able to go into bars (here in Quebec, not in Ottawa).
So yeah.. it's a big change in what I'm allowed to do and what I'm not. I'm planning a huge party... well a tiny party. It's goign to be all my closest friends and... well I'm going to copy Freya's b-day party in some respects. Loud music, some alcohol and good friends... maybe a movie or two if we get bored. Oh and some food in there lol. So it's a huge party with a tiny number of people. If I were having the party today I'd invite DDM, Scorpie, Nat, Scrabble and Goldie. I'd also invite Freya and Andarta (and Angelis if Freya could come) but... well there are a few problems with them coming here lol. If they want to come though, they'd be welcome of course.
Can't imagine what it's going to be like... going out in the world. I think it's going to be a combination of exciting and frightening at the same time. There's no saftey net really to catch you if you fall... not like there is here at home. But it's also goign to be exciting, doing a lot of the things you never got to do as a child.
I might post some poetry later tonight, if I get some inspiration here.
Hey, if anyone out there wants to go rent a movie, rent the Crow series. They're all awesome music, with excellent soundtracks.
Speaking of soundtracks, I'm going to post my current playlist. Perhaps it'll give you an idea of my mood. *shrugs*
Don't Want To Miss A Thing (Aerosmith)
Desperatly Wanting (Better Than Ezra)
Where Ever You Will Go (The Calling)
New York Minute (The Eagles)
Your Song (Elton John)
Iris (The Goo Goo Dolls)
When You're Gone (Matchbox 20)
Unwell (Matchbox 20)
Hot Summer Night (Meatloaf)
Bat Out Of Hell (Meatloaf)
I'll Be (I really don't remember who this is by, but Nicky sent it to me and it's an awesome song
Come What May (Moulin Rouge)
www.NeverGetOverYou (Prozzac)
I'd Do Anything (Simple Plan)
Runaway Train (Soul Asylum)
yep... so you can tell it's my sappy love song playlist for the most part right? lol... it's just one of those moods.
alright so I think I'm done blogging for tonight... at least until I get some poetry done. TTYL!
Dep
PS: I'll leave you with a few quotes I like...
Buildings burn, people die but true love is forever
-The Crow
Love has it's reasons... of which reason knows nothing
- (Darn I forget)
Alright LATER!
Alright, so that's done and it's all working now. i've got full internet from my room and I intend to use it as often as possible. :D
(I love having my own computer...)
alright, so school begins for me on Aug 19th... means there is 11 more days to go.
Somedays, I just can't believe that I've graduated from high school. I keep expecting to feel different... and I don't. I'm still Dep, I keep on writing, keep on doing the things I do. It doesn't feel any different... and yet it is. Hell I'm going to be 18 soon, what's that going to feel like. When I turn 18, I think it'll be the same thing... Yeah I'm 18. It doesn't feel any different... but yet it is different. I'll be able to drink, I'll be able to drive (not both at once or anywhere near each other in the fourth dimension... that's time for those of you not familiar with the fourth dimension) , I'll be able to go into bars (here in Quebec, not in Ottawa).
So yeah.. it's a big change in what I'm allowed to do and what I'm not. I'm planning a huge party... well a tiny party. It's goign to be all my closest friends and... well I'm going to copy Freya's b-day party in some respects. Loud music, some alcohol and good friends... maybe a movie or two if we get bored. Oh and some food in there lol. So it's a huge party with a tiny number of people. If I were having the party today I'd invite DDM, Scorpie, Nat, Scrabble and Goldie. I'd also invite Freya and Andarta (and Angelis if Freya could come) but... well there are a few problems with them coming here lol. If they want to come though, they'd be welcome of course.
Can't imagine what it's going to be like... going out in the world. I think it's going to be a combination of exciting and frightening at the same time. There's no saftey net really to catch you if you fall... not like there is here at home. But it's also goign to be exciting, doing a lot of the things you never got to do as a child.
I might post some poetry later tonight, if I get some inspiration here.
Hey, if anyone out there wants to go rent a movie, rent the Crow series. They're all awesome music, with excellent soundtracks.
Speaking of soundtracks, I'm going to post my current playlist. Perhaps it'll give you an idea of my mood. *shrugs*
Don't Want To Miss A Thing (Aerosmith)
Desperatly Wanting (Better Than Ezra)
Where Ever You Will Go (The Calling)
New York Minute (The Eagles)
Your Song (Elton John)
Iris (The Goo Goo Dolls)
When You're Gone (Matchbox 20)
Unwell (Matchbox 20)
Hot Summer Night (Meatloaf)
Bat Out Of Hell (Meatloaf)
I'll Be (I really don't remember who this is by, but Nicky sent it to me and it's an awesome song
Come What May (Moulin Rouge)
www.NeverGetOverYou (Prozzac)
I'd Do Anything (Simple Plan)
Runaway Train (Soul Asylum)
yep... so you can tell it's my sappy love song playlist for the most part right? lol... it's just one of those moods.
alright so I think I'm done blogging for tonight... at least until I get some poetry done. TTYL!
Dep
PS: I'll leave you with a few quotes I like...
Buildings burn, people die but true love is forever
-The Crow
Love has it's reasons... of which reason knows nothing
- (Darn I forget)
Alright LATER!
// posted by Dep @ 11:32:00 p.m.
