Sunday, August 15, 2004
I know... I know...
It's been like three days since I last posted. Suppose I should post some now eh?
Alrighty.
The meeting at the cegep went well. They did a sortof thing where we were taking a trip (to success though the atmosphere was hawaian... not shitting you, even the music.) Had to wear a lei for the few hours it was on, but it wasn't terrible. It just clashed terribly with everything else I was wearing.
Lol... apparently the story about when I wore goth makeup has spread around. I only went into a tim hortons (And at like 1AM nevertheless) but apparently someone saw me, knew who I was and the story spread. Grr! Lol, ah well whatever. It's all good.
I just finished shopping for school, with the exception of my textbooks. I'm hoping I haven't forgotten anything.
Hmm... right now I feel like playing guitar. Think when I'm done this, I'll play some guitar while waiting for people to show whom I wish to talk to. (Actually KoS is on right now but... meh just don't really feel like talking to him right now).
So I suppose everyone wants to know more about Andarta and I right...? Well it hasn't changed much since I last blogged about it. I'm really hoping she'll say yes... I've never felt this way about anyone before and I'm really hoping to get the chance to explore where this feeling goes. *sigh* sorry... guess I'm feeling a little nervous and worried about this. I just... well. Alright, I'll be frank. I don't want to lose her... I really really like her, more than I've liked anyone before now. And after we broke up, I felt awful. So now... I've been given a second chance and I'm hoping I get to make the most of it. *sigh* I hate waiting lol. I've never had much patience with things, suppose it's something I should learn one day. But it is an important decision so I can see why she wants to be sure of her decision. And as I've said before, if she really thinks about it, it just makes a yes all that much more better.
I want to talk more about that but... I'm just not sure how to word anything I'm feeling. It's a really awesome feeling...
Alright... I'm done blogging for today. Going to go play guitar now and wait for Andarta to come on-line. Later all!
Alrighty.
The meeting at the cegep went well. They did a sortof thing where we were taking a trip (to success though the atmosphere was hawaian... not shitting you, even the music.) Had to wear a lei for the few hours it was on, but it wasn't terrible. It just clashed terribly with everything else I was wearing.
Lol... apparently the story about when I wore goth makeup has spread around. I only went into a tim hortons (And at like 1AM nevertheless) but apparently someone saw me, knew who I was and the story spread. Grr! Lol, ah well whatever. It's all good.
I just finished shopping for school, with the exception of my textbooks. I'm hoping I haven't forgotten anything.
Hmm... right now I feel like playing guitar. Think when I'm done this, I'll play some guitar while waiting for people to show whom I wish to talk to. (Actually KoS is on right now but... meh just don't really feel like talking to him right now).
So I suppose everyone wants to know more about Andarta and I right...? Well it hasn't changed much since I last blogged about it. I'm really hoping she'll say yes... I've never felt this way about anyone before and I'm really hoping to get the chance to explore where this feeling goes. *sigh* sorry... guess I'm feeling a little nervous and worried about this. I just... well. Alright, I'll be frank. I don't want to lose her... I really really like her, more than I've liked anyone before now. And after we broke up, I felt awful. So now... I've been given a second chance and I'm hoping I get to make the most of it. *sigh* I hate waiting lol. I've never had much patience with things, suppose it's something I should learn one day. But it is an important decision so I can see why she wants to be sure of her decision. And as I've said before, if she really thinks about it, it just makes a yes all that much more better.
I want to talk more about that but... I'm just not sure how to word anything I'm feeling. It's a really awesome feeling...
Alright... I'm done blogging for today. Going to go play guitar now and wait for Andarta to come on-line. Later all!
// posted by Dep @ 3:33:00 p.m.