Sunday, August 01, 2004
holy crap I'm bored
Yes, so bored I'm going to write in my blog of being bored.
I am so bored that I have read everyone's blog that I know of. I've gone through all of Chrissie's dirty jokes again, I've read all of the profiles of people I have on my MSN and I've pondered the mystery of life.
(I have way too much time on my hands. I need a life.)
So tomorrow I start D&D again. Kev's got an awesome campaign, or so he claims. I'm hoping that I can play my dark elf Ranger, but I dunno. If I can't I'll be playing a cleric. I dunno how much I'll be around, I'm supposed to be at his house at around 1PM and he hasn't told me when we'll be done but I suspect I won't be home til 9-10.
I guess I've got a few explanations for some people after my last blog. They are coming, all in good time when the time is right.
I suppose you want to know what I'm going to do right?
Well... it came down to this. In a perfect world, who would I pick, assuming time and distance did not matter and assuming I could have either one. I thought about it a lot last night and the answer to that is the other person. Yes I like Goldie but... the simple truth of the matter is I like the other person more. I think we're better together as a couple as well than Goldie and I. So last night I asked her if she wanted to go out with me again. She wanted some time to think and I told her to take all the time she needed. I don't know when she'll be getting back to me, but I'm hoping soon. Tonight even, maybe, if she comes on-line. But if not tonight, then soon I hope. If she says yes, then I plan to push my parents even harder to arrange my driving lessons (and they're paying for it too) and then well... they offered me a deal by which we split the cost of a car, they pay half and I pay half. It was an excellent offer and I'm probably going to take them up on it once I have my license. I'm also planning on getting a job soon, very soon. I've got a few things to finish up here and then I'm going job-hunting, probably the end of this week, beginning of next week. Got a few places in mind, don't know if they'll have me, but Trivium was on my list and if I can't work there, then I was going to work at a fast-food place at Rideau. It's an excellent place to work because all the buses go there which makes travel easy. If she says no, then I'm going to think about asking Goldie out again. I don't know if I will or not though... I do think there are better people out there than her for me. I just don't know if I'm ever going to find another one. Also, I'm not going to take up my parents on that offer for the car if she says no. There's not much point as I plan to take the bus in to cegep and to work. Maybe once I'm going to university, if I'm going away, I'll take them up on it.
So that's the plan for the next few weeks. After that I've got no clue. Just going to keep on going and play it all by ear as usual I guess.
Not much more to say really. Will definatly keep this updated while I'm at college.
Later all.
I am so bored that I have read everyone's blog that I know of. I've gone through all of Chrissie's dirty jokes again, I've read all of the profiles of people I have on my MSN and I've pondered the mystery of life.
(I have way too much time on my hands. I need a life.)
So tomorrow I start D&D again. Kev's got an awesome campaign, or so he claims. I'm hoping that I can play my dark elf Ranger, but I dunno. If I can't I'll be playing a cleric. I dunno how much I'll be around, I'm supposed to be at his house at around 1PM and he hasn't told me when we'll be done but I suspect I won't be home til 9-10.
I guess I've got a few explanations for some people after my last blog. They are coming, all in good time when the time is right.
I suppose you want to know what I'm going to do right?
Well... it came down to this. In a perfect world, who would I pick, assuming time and distance did not matter and assuming I could have either one. I thought about it a lot last night and the answer to that is the other person. Yes I like Goldie but... the simple truth of the matter is I like the other person more. I think we're better together as a couple as well than Goldie and I. So last night I asked her if she wanted to go out with me again. She wanted some time to think and I told her to take all the time she needed. I don't know when she'll be getting back to me, but I'm hoping soon. Tonight even, maybe, if she comes on-line. But if not tonight, then soon I hope. If she says yes, then I plan to push my parents even harder to arrange my driving lessons (and they're paying for it too) and then well... they offered me a deal by which we split the cost of a car, they pay half and I pay half. It was an excellent offer and I'm probably going to take them up on it once I have my license. I'm also planning on getting a job soon, very soon. I've got a few things to finish up here and then I'm going job-hunting, probably the end of this week, beginning of next week. Got a few places in mind, don't know if they'll have me, but Trivium was on my list and if I can't work there, then I was going to work at a fast-food place at Rideau. It's an excellent place to work because all the buses go there which makes travel easy. If she says no, then I'm going to think about asking Goldie out again. I don't know if I will or not though... I do think there are better people out there than her for me. I just don't know if I'm ever going to find another one. Also, I'm not going to take up my parents on that offer for the car if she says no. There's not much point as I plan to take the bus in to cegep and to work. Maybe once I'm going to university, if I'm going away, I'll take them up on it.
So that's the plan for the next few weeks. After that I've got no clue. Just going to keep on going and play it all by ear as usual I guess.
Not much more to say really. Will definatly keep this updated while I'm at college.
Later all.
// posted by Dep @ 8:10:00 p.m.
