Monday, August 30, 2004
alright... so we're what now?
*does some quick mental math* 9 days and... 15.5 hours to go. Still hyper and etc... (grr I feel so repetative).
I suppose I should expand on my causes for anxiety, as mentioned in one of my previous blogs. (they all start to blend together when you're posting them half-asleep).
It's just because... this is the first time we're meeting for the express purpose of meeting each other and i'm anxious because I really want everything to go alright. I don't want Dragon to be making stupid comments or Scorpie to be a bitch (more on that in my private blog, it's the subject of tonight's musing) or my brothers to be arses or for a thousand things which could go wrong. James says that 90% of the things we worry about never come true. Well when I worry about a thousand things that could go wrong, this means that 10% of them, or a hundred things, will go wrong. (of course I'm exhaggerating). But you know what... I suppose that's life. Things will go wrong no matter what you do. It's one of Murphy's Laws (in which I am a profound believer) that if something can go wrong, it will go wrong. And I'm sure Andarta will understand if Dragon's an ass (considering he always is lol). I suppose I just want to make a good first impression (or second impression... whatever lol).
:D but things are going in the direction that I hope, want and would love for them to go in. School's under control, Andarta's coming here to visit and (probably) we'll be going out starting then and my magic decks have finally started kicking some ass. I think even my popularity (always down in the dumps usually) is going up at school, possibly because I'm not an ass to everyone I meet now lol.
So yeah... I'd love to be long and rambling here but what I want to be long and rambling about (well actually I have two things... the thing I'm going to blog about tonight and Andarta but I'm going to go with the former as I'm sure I've bored everyone to death already about Andarta. 9 days to go!) is a matter for my private blog. So I'll pick up there.
Later all.
I suppose I should expand on my causes for anxiety, as mentioned in one of my previous blogs. (they all start to blend together when you're posting them half-asleep).
It's just because... this is the first time we're meeting for the express purpose of meeting each other and i'm anxious because I really want everything to go alright. I don't want Dragon to be making stupid comments or Scorpie to be a bitch (more on that in my private blog, it's the subject of tonight's musing) or my brothers to be arses or for a thousand things which could go wrong. James says that 90% of the things we worry about never come true. Well when I worry about a thousand things that could go wrong, this means that 10% of them, or a hundred things, will go wrong. (of course I'm exhaggerating). But you know what... I suppose that's life. Things will go wrong no matter what you do. It's one of Murphy's Laws (in which I am a profound believer) that if something can go wrong, it will go wrong. And I'm sure Andarta will understand if Dragon's an ass (considering he always is lol). I suppose I just want to make a good first impression (or second impression... whatever lol).
:D but things are going in the direction that I hope, want and would love for them to go in. School's under control, Andarta's coming here to visit and (probably) we'll be going out starting then and my magic decks have finally started kicking some ass. I think even my popularity (always down in the dumps usually) is going up at school, possibly because I'm not an ass to everyone I meet now lol.
So yeah... I'd love to be long and rambling here but what I want to be long and rambling about (well actually I have two things... the thing I'm going to blog about tonight and Andarta but I'm going to go with the former as I'm sure I've bored everyone to death already about Andarta. 9 days to go!) is a matter for my private blog. So I'll pick up there.
Later all.
// posted by Dep @ 11:34:00 p.m.
