Evil Geniuses in a Nutshell

been a few days, think i will.

I really don't know what's wiht me lately. I've been filling my time to the brim, packing my schedule with various activities from bowling to play rehersals to trips to other cities to concerts and field trips. I never used to be this active and yet i found I was going to have to stay after school every night this week and i wont be home till like 10 on thursday...

I don't know whats worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

felt like posting that, it's a linkin park song "Breaking the Habit".

I feel empty as of lately... like I'm just going through the motions of living. Maybe thats why I've begun to fill my life with nonsense, to try and get rid of that feeling. But at the end of the day when I'm alone on the bus coming come to home I still feel empty... like I have nothing to try at... school was never a challenge as much as I bitch about the work (I only bitch due to boredom and tedious work, not due to difficulty)... *sigh* i know where this is going.

So I won't bitch about being single. I'll shut up about it now and go on to other topics.

I'm planning on writing a story as soon as I have time and can think of a good beginning (in fact Ihave one, just need time and have to develop it more.) It is going to be an intensely personal story and I will only share it with a few people directly... Freya for sure and KoS, Scrabble, maybe Roots Kid and maybe Scorpie... possibly Dark Angel if she wants it.

Anyways, thats all for now. I promised myself not to talk about my relationships any more on here or anything related to them (or the abscence of them) so... don't expect great long posts. Later.