Sunday, February 01, 2004
sunday
another late night/early morning phone call for me.
christ.
no i shouldn't say that. I really do enjoy them. Just I don't like the effects little sleep has on me. Anyways.
Well... sleep deprivation loosens my tongue. Dark angel finally learned what I wanted to talk to her about... I will hopefully find out whether or not I'll get to say and show what I want to tonight. I pray and dread the answer yes.
Pray because I really want to... dread because if I screw up... i'm dead.
But I guess risk's a part of the game, if you want to play.
So tonight i'll be finding out the answer. And then... sometime soon, we'll find a date that works and i'll tell her and show her what i should have done and said so many years ago.
there's more poetry up btw.
anyways, enjoy life all.
later.
christ.
no i shouldn't say that. I really do enjoy them. Just I don't like the effects little sleep has on me. Anyways.
Well... sleep deprivation loosens my tongue. Dark angel finally learned what I wanted to talk to her about... I will hopefully find out whether or not I'll get to say and show what I want to tonight. I pray and dread the answer yes.
Pray because I really want to... dread because if I screw up... i'm dead.
But I guess risk's a part of the game, if you want to play.
So tonight i'll be finding out the answer. And then... sometime soon, we'll find a date that works and i'll tell her and show her what i should have done and said so many years ago.
there's more poetry up btw.
anyways, enjoy life all.
later.
// posted by Dep @ 11:26:00 a.m.