Saturday, February 21, 2004
i have returned.
The reasons I was away are not important, if you want to know, just talk to me.
Okay, let us see where we stand after two weeks of non-activity.
Chemisty: My chemistry teacher finally changed my mark. I now have a 71 first term chemistry. This is good because I have to send in my CEGEP application this week... (but I did yesterday, so it's all good.)
school goes on much as it has... boring. nothing really new to me (that i think important). My english teacher likes me now though, so my english marks may be getting better (i got 89 on my last one, normally I get 70s-80s)
I lent some of my poetry to a friend of mine and she said it was really great and that I should be published. Don't know where that's going.
Speaking of poetry, I've added some to my poetry blog. Go read it if you want.
Scorpi continues to obsess over DDM. While I encourage love and all... I've talked with DDM and he likes her... specifically he likes to picture her naked and thats about it. I have my misgivings about any future relationship between them, but DDM isn't stupid... I don't think he'll enter in to one with her. My only problem is that Scorpi may not be able to get over him easily and that may cause her a lot of pain and suffering in her life. Oh well... can't save the world.
Next week I have an English debate and an English argumentative essay due on tuesday, a math test on monday, a physics test on friday a chem lab due tuesday and maybe a chem test either wensday or thursday PLUS dave is trying to arrange a trip wend, thus or fri to visit the canadian armed forces band. Joy. My weekend is packed, plus I need a haircut. And then there is dark angel.
Time to come clean. I lied to you Scrabble. It's not over. Yes, I no longer wear the necklace. But feelings for her live on in me. You told me in your blog that you'll believe I'm over her when you no longer see the fact that I care about her in my eyes. Well that day won't come. Ever. Even if I move on to somebody else, I'll always look back upon her as my first love.
And it's not over. No... but it may be tomorrow. She can't avoid bowling. We both have to go and I am going to ask her a simple question. And her answer will determine what comes next. My question is...
"If I told you that you could put an end to my poems of you, my stories about you and my love for you with one simple word right now at this moment in time... would you say that word?"
And the word is of course "yes".
I'm not over her... I don't know if I will be for quite some time.
I know Scrabble is going to bitch at me. Well let her. In the end, I have to do what I think is best for me... not what she thinks is best for me. She doesn't know me, she doesn't know the feelings inside of me. Even if vicki shoves me away, I'll still care about her. But I will seek others... even though she'll always have a place in my heart, perhaps I can find a room to squeeze in another.
In any case, that is all for today... I will post tomorrow after bowling.
Farewell
Okay, let us see where we stand after two weeks of non-activity.
Chemisty: My chemistry teacher finally changed my mark. I now have a 71 first term chemistry. This is good because I have to send in my CEGEP application this week... (but I did yesterday, so it's all good.)
school goes on much as it has... boring. nothing really new to me (that i think important). My english teacher likes me now though, so my english marks may be getting better (i got 89 on my last one, normally I get 70s-80s)
I lent some of my poetry to a friend of mine and she said it was really great and that I should be published. Don't know where that's going.
Speaking of poetry, I've added some to my poetry blog. Go read it if you want.
Scorpi continues to obsess over DDM. While I encourage love and all... I've talked with DDM and he likes her... specifically he likes to picture her naked and thats about it. I have my misgivings about any future relationship between them, but DDM isn't stupid... I don't think he'll enter in to one with her. My only problem is that Scorpi may not be able to get over him easily and that may cause her a lot of pain and suffering in her life. Oh well... can't save the world.
Next week I have an English debate and an English argumentative essay due on tuesday, a math test on monday, a physics test on friday a chem lab due tuesday and maybe a chem test either wensday or thursday PLUS dave is trying to arrange a trip wend, thus or fri to visit the canadian armed forces band. Joy. My weekend is packed, plus I need a haircut. And then there is dark angel.
Time to come clean. I lied to you Scrabble. It's not over. Yes, I no longer wear the necklace. But feelings for her live on in me. You told me in your blog that you'll believe I'm over her when you no longer see the fact that I care about her in my eyes. Well that day won't come. Ever. Even if I move on to somebody else, I'll always look back upon her as my first love.
And it's not over. No... but it may be tomorrow. She can't avoid bowling. We both have to go and I am going to ask her a simple question. And her answer will determine what comes next. My question is...
"If I told you that you could put an end to my poems of you, my stories about you and my love for you with one simple word right now at this moment in time... would you say that word?"
And the word is of course "yes".
I'm not over her... I don't know if I will be for quite some time.
I know Scrabble is going to bitch at me. Well let her. In the end, I have to do what I think is best for me... not what she thinks is best for me. She doesn't know me, she doesn't know the feelings inside of me. Even if vicki shoves me away, I'll still care about her. But I will seek others... even though she'll always have a place in my heart, perhaps I can find a room to squeeze in another.
In any case, that is all for today... I will post tomorrow after bowling.
Farewell
// posted by Dep @ 9:48:00 a.m.
