Friday, December 26, 2003
trying to break my new addiction
i am now addicted to Dark Alliance.
may God have mercy upon us all.
It comes as no surprise as it is a D&D roleplaying game for PSII. But an addiction is an addiction.
For those of you who play the game, i'm on Act II, having lit the signal fire and am now in the process of cleaning out the mines (in about 6 hours of playing.)
okay...
today, once i leave you, i am going to continue working on my poetry CD, which i have been working on for quite some time. Doing the inserts and labels tonight and possibly some more proof reading
plans... well...
the weekend is empty pretty much... possibility of brunch with paternal extended family on sunday... plus bowling sunday night.
monday i think i'm going to scrabble's place to watch the GodFather. have to see if that's still on.
(scrabble i'll tell you how to add a link next time i see you online.)
tuesday dark angel returns from her grandparents and i'm probably going over to spend the night.
(note the word probably)
I have the courage now to tell her that for which i have lacked the courage for so long... (i love you if you're wondering.) I just hate the waiting. It's hard to be ready to do something and then have to wait. It gives me time to think about possible consequences... what if she says no? (not thinking of that... it doesn't matter.) It'll either happen or it won't happen. Nevermind the fact that it could be a huge change in my life... one way or the other. A stable relationship? My dreams come true? or... rejection by the one i love? It is either meant to be, or not meant to be and I will find out next tuesday (or possibly wendsday morning around 1am lol.)
for those of you who don't know, i turned 17 ten days ago. Not sure if I blogged about it.
just looked, no i didn't. Thank you to everyone who thought Happy Birthday.
alrighty... tuesday...
my plan involves movies at her place, coffee (or actually french vanilla cappachino), something sweet for desert, little bit of play-fighting and then quiet holding each other in silence for a bit. (it's only a general outline)
wendsday, i don't know what's going on...
it's the 31st, so i may either stay at vickis or go home for a bit... then im going back for her new years party (Again, staying the night). Thursday im spending part of with her. After that, I have no plans.
except of course, going back to school the tuesday after.
at some point i've got to work on my one piece of homework... make my math binder picture-perfect.
i'll probably do that this weekend, unless something else comes up.
i've been asked by KoS not to slip into depression again if things go badly with vicki. Don't know if i can honor that request, but i can try.
so nice to know so many people worry about me.
*sarcasm*
anyways...
i think im going to mess with the fonts and such on this page now, make it easier to read, then go work on the CD. later
may God have mercy upon us all.
It comes as no surprise as it is a D&D roleplaying game for PSII. But an addiction is an addiction.
For those of you who play the game, i'm on Act II, having lit the signal fire and am now in the process of cleaning out the mines (in about 6 hours of playing.)
okay...
today, once i leave you, i am going to continue working on my poetry CD, which i have been working on for quite some time. Doing the inserts and labels tonight and possibly some more proof reading
plans... well...
the weekend is empty pretty much... possibility of brunch with paternal extended family on sunday... plus bowling sunday night.
monday i think i'm going to scrabble's place to watch the GodFather. have to see if that's still on.
(scrabble i'll tell you how to add a link next time i see you online.)
tuesday dark angel returns from her grandparents and i'm probably going over to spend the night.
(note the word probably)
I have the courage now to tell her that for which i have lacked the courage for so long... (i love you if you're wondering.) I just hate the waiting. It's hard to be ready to do something and then have to wait. It gives me time to think about possible consequences... what if she says no? (not thinking of that... it doesn't matter.) It'll either happen or it won't happen. Nevermind the fact that it could be a huge change in my life... one way or the other. A stable relationship? My dreams come true? or... rejection by the one i love? It is either meant to be, or not meant to be and I will find out next tuesday (or possibly wendsday morning around 1am lol.)
for those of you who don't know, i turned 17 ten days ago. Not sure if I blogged about it.
just looked, no i didn't. Thank you to everyone who thought Happy Birthday.
alrighty... tuesday...
my plan involves movies at her place, coffee (or actually french vanilla cappachino), something sweet for desert, little bit of play-fighting and then quiet holding each other in silence for a bit. (it's only a general outline)
wendsday, i don't know what's going on...
it's the 31st, so i may either stay at vickis or go home for a bit... then im going back for her new years party (Again, staying the night). Thursday im spending part of with her. After that, I have no plans.
except of course, going back to school the tuesday after.
at some point i've got to work on my one piece of homework... make my math binder picture-perfect.
i'll probably do that this weekend, unless something else comes up.
i've been asked by KoS not to slip into depression again if things go badly with vicki. Don't know if i can honor that request, but i can try.
so nice to know so many people worry about me.
*sarcasm*
anyways...
i think im going to mess with the fonts and such on this page now, make it easier to read, then go work on the CD. later
// posted by Dep @ 10:17:00 p.m.
