Saturday, December 20, 2003
in the words of myself...
ohhh shit...
hmm... well...
i'm not quite sure what to do now...
vicki has invited me over to her house this weekend... supposedly to talk about what we've been suppose to talk about for so many weeks now. (I hate it when these things drag on and on and on).
So... I guess I haev a question to answer....
Scorpi or Dark Angel?
In my heart, I know I want Dark Angel... but Scorpi needs me more... (even though I know she won't admit it, show it or anything else...)
So... selfish or selflessness time?
Anybody with an answer please, please email me because I'm going crazy... I can't choose between the two i love.... even though i'm going to have to...
*grumble*
What i'm probably going to do is wait until sunday night and see how things work out.... who knows, perhaps vickis answer will be no and i wont have a choice to make. But perhaps it will be yes... at which point I will have a choice to make...
And whomever I don't pick is going to crucify me
i must choose wisely... but.... i dont know which one is wiser... i love them both...
i must think...
Freya... we'll talk sometime tomorrow morning I hope (dont know if i'll be on for the rest of today) and if you have something to tell me, just send me an email. thanks.
hmm... well...
i'm not quite sure what to do now...
vicki has invited me over to her house this weekend... supposedly to talk about what we've been suppose to talk about for so many weeks now. (I hate it when these things drag on and on and on).
So... I guess I haev a question to answer....
Scorpi or Dark Angel?
In my heart, I know I want Dark Angel... but Scorpi needs me more... (even though I know she won't admit it, show it or anything else...)
So... selfish or selflessness time?
Anybody with an answer please, please email me because I'm going crazy... I can't choose between the two i love.... even though i'm going to have to...
*grumble*
What i'm probably going to do is wait until sunday night and see how things work out.... who knows, perhaps vickis answer will be no and i wont have a choice to make. But perhaps it will be yes... at which point I will have a choice to make...
And whomever I don't pick is going to crucify me
i must choose wisely... but.... i dont know which one is wiser... i love them both...
i must think...
Freya... we'll talk sometime tomorrow morning I hope (dont know if i'll be on for the rest of today) and if you have something to tell me, just send me an email. thanks.
// posted by Dep @ 9:19:00 a.m.