Monday, December 01, 2003
been a while
5 days or so... i'm sorry all. i've abandoned you... but i'm back now.
sunday was sortof fun. i enjoy playing at concerts.
my love life is up in the air and i don't know where it will come down. I have to figure out who i want... well i know who i want... unfortunatly its many people. anyways...
i'm just torn between a lovely girl who reminds me of nicky and dark angel...
but, in the end it will all work out.
i've decided that vicki has to hear it from me... about my feelings about her. but when i tell her, i also will tel lher that if she thinks we're better of as friends... well i can live with that... in hopes of finding someone new.
I don't think this other girl will work out. I think she's just afraid to tell me that she doesn't have similar feelings for me... but i could be wrong.
And if vicki and i get back together... all the better.
i miss our nights together
anyways... i need sleep tonight... not like last night.
i really cant say more except that the next few days will be fairly important... the next week actually if i get together with vicki sometime this weekend.
well... later all.
sunday was sortof fun. i enjoy playing at concerts.
my love life is up in the air and i don't know where it will come down. I have to figure out who i want... well i know who i want... unfortunatly its many people. anyways...
i'm just torn between a lovely girl who reminds me of nicky and dark angel...
but, in the end it will all work out.
i've decided that vicki has to hear it from me... about my feelings about her. but when i tell her, i also will tel lher that if she thinks we're better of as friends... well i can live with that... in hopes of finding someone new.
I don't think this other girl will work out. I think she's just afraid to tell me that she doesn't have similar feelings for me... but i could be wrong.
And if vicki and i get back together... all the better.
i miss our nights together
anyways... i need sleep tonight... not like last night.
i really cant say more except that the next few days will be fairly important... the next week actually if i get together with vicki sometime this weekend.
well... later all.
// posted by Dep @ 11:10:00 p.m.