Evil Geniuses in a Nutshell

No it's not my two front teeth, already have those :P

i wish for vicki and i to be together.

best x-mas present i could get... now we'll have to see if it happens.

anyways...

other than that

nothing recent has gone on in my life that is important... vicki and her mom left today for her grandparents place.

i was reading through my old poems, just for the memories, and i was shocked at how different i was back then. So much more naive... so much more innocent. An odd sensation of nostalgia filled me, remembering past people i claimed to have loved and now i realize it wasnt love.

So... I wrote this.

SO THIS IS LOVE
Long cold winter nights
With only one thing to warm me
The body of my love
As we lie in the arms of each other

Love fills the air
As good silence reigns supreme
I look upon your sleeping face
And see the dream I dreamed

I remember past words
Past conceptions, past ideas
Some lost to me now
Yet some now gained

No longer must it be
That love is not lust
No, to love is to lust
But so much more as well

To love is to lust
Is to desire, is to want
To love is to care
To need, to feel, to dream

Love is all these things
And so much more

I dreamed a dream
And in it I saw
You and me together
As two in love should be

Endless nights together
Drinking coffee and talking
Or just sit, stare into your eyes
Holding each other tight

Joyful nights of pleasure
That seem to never end
No regrets or retribution
Completly right in our minds

Time apart when needed
Loving support whenever
Open communication
Say I love you for evermore

Quiet dinner movie dates
Or coffee in seclusion
Parties on New Years Eve
Or just time together at home

I dreamed you loved me
As I love you
You are all I want
You are all I need

You know all about me
From my darkest secrets to my heart
You understand why I am
The person that I am

I love you
I want you
I need you
So I dreamed a dream

Help me make it real
Help me combine love and lust
For I know I feel both
For you, my love

So this is love
As it nears Christmas Eve
I realize right now
Just what love is

For you I feel it
And so, I will tell
You're perfect as you are
Never change for me

Hold me, kiss me
Love me if you do
We can make it work
My angel of the dark

im going to go now... work on vickis other christmas present.

later