Saturday, October 04, 2003
well its only been an hour since my last blog...
why not do another one?
I'm going upstairs soon... right after I finish this, unless Freya appears, though I doubt she will...
I really do love talking with her... she understands me so well...
And Freya, if you are reading this, the answer to the question you asked me this morning that I evaded is in my lettres... you have the URL.
(the rest of you, dont ask)
I dunno... Life is beginning to really REALLY get me down sometimes...
I just really want to see vicki... two weeks without her is killing me, what will three or four or four years (god forbid) be like?
I love her.. this has to be love, it cant be anything else
And if any of you out there laugh at me, fuck you all.
i need to go cry or im going to kill someone, and then im going to cuddle with my pillow until midnight, at which poitn i will attempt to fall asleep...
If you're laughing, its not funny
In case you cant tell... i'm in depression... wyh? who knwos. could be my concerns, could be that i havent seen vicki, could be love for her trying to escape...
anyways
ngiht all
oh yeah, i posted new poems for anyone who wants to read them... the link is on your right.
I'm going upstairs soon... right after I finish this, unless Freya appears, though I doubt she will...
I really do love talking with her... she understands me so well...
And Freya, if you are reading this, the answer to the question you asked me this morning that I evaded is in my lettres... you have the URL.
(the rest of you, dont ask)
I dunno... Life is beginning to really REALLY get me down sometimes...
I just really want to see vicki... two weeks without her is killing me, what will three or four or four years (god forbid) be like?
I love her.. this has to be love, it cant be anything else
And if any of you out there laugh at me, fuck you all.
i need to go cry or im going to kill someone, and then im going to cuddle with my pillow until midnight, at which poitn i will attempt to fall asleep...
If you're laughing, its not funny
In case you cant tell... i'm in depression... wyh? who knwos. could be my concerns, could be that i havent seen vicki, could be love for her trying to escape...
anyways
ngiht all
oh yeah, i posted new poems for anyone who wants to read them... the link is on your right.
// posted by Dep @ 9:11:00 p.m.