Thursday, October 23, 2003
tis thursday... oh well
i've tried three times today to write my blog and everytime i get sidetracked... oh well
Dark angel showed up wendsday at school, she was at her grandparents the whole weekend + monday, tuesday. i talked to a few people... can't mention their names, but you know who you are, about dark angel and everyone, without an exception, said i should talk to her. And my answer was always I'm too scared. Of what? Oh, just little things, like rejection, being alone, stuff like that. I was playing piano/singing while talking to one of these people and i was on the verge of tears, in school nevertheless.
But about my week now.
Tuesday was a shitty day. I woke up early to go to a 5 star hotel for a concert... only to find that the event (A teachers conferance) that we were suppose to play at had been moved into the casino! where we, all being under 18, obviously could not go. not a nice wake up call... and then after that I had to go back to school. With no books. With no equipement but a binder full of paper and a pen. I lived, but only with luck.
Dark angel hasn't read the story yet... i'm hoping she will at one point. some point soon. very soon. like tonight would be good. if not i hope someone will talk to her, because i dont think i'm capable.
anyways, more later, when im not in such a confuddled mood... maybe tomorrow night.
Dark angel showed up wendsday at school, she was at her grandparents the whole weekend + monday, tuesday. i talked to a few people... can't mention their names, but you know who you are, about dark angel and everyone, without an exception, said i should talk to her. And my answer was always I'm too scared. Of what? Oh, just little things, like rejection, being alone, stuff like that. I was playing piano/singing while talking to one of these people and i was on the verge of tears, in school nevertheless.
But about my week now.
Tuesday was a shitty day. I woke up early to go to a 5 star hotel for a concert... only to find that the event (A teachers conferance) that we were suppose to play at had been moved into the casino! where we, all being under 18, obviously could not go. not a nice wake up call... and then after that I had to go back to school. With no books. With no equipement but a binder full of paper and a pen. I lived, but only with luck.
Dark angel hasn't read the story yet... i'm hoping she will at one point. some point soon. very soon. like tonight would be good. if not i hope someone will talk to her, because i dont think i'm capable.
anyways, more later, when im not in such a confuddled mood... maybe tomorrow night.
// posted by Dep @ 8:18:00 p.m.
