Sunday, October 05, 2003
almost off to bed now
Just gonna post this, then im going upstairs to listen to music and edit my story.
Well, thanks to Freya, I have... proof? no, but I am now confident that my angel does have feelings for me. It's a great feeling... but I don't know how to deal with it. Freya wouldn't lie to me, I know that much, and she's really good at feeling these things out about people, but I've never been loved and been in love at the same time. There's always some conflict for me to feed upon, and now, faced with the girl of my dreams wanting me and me wanting her... theres no tragic, romantic conflict for me to write about. I'm scared to be happy... it happens. I will get over it, it will just take some getting used to.
Anyways... just wanted to talk about that a bit. now im for bed. later
Well, thanks to Freya, I have... proof? no, but I am now confident that my angel does have feelings for me. It's a great feeling... but I don't know how to deal with it. Freya wouldn't lie to me, I know that much, and she's really good at feeling these things out about people, but I've never been loved and been in love at the same time. There's always some conflict for me to feed upon, and now, faced with the girl of my dreams wanting me and me wanting her... theres no tragic, romantic conflict for me to write about. I'm scared to be happy... it happens. I will get over it, it will just take some getting used to.
Anyways... just wanted to talk about that a bit. now im for bed. later
// posted by Dep @ 10:11:00 p.m.
