Tuesday, September 09, 2003
While I am an expert HTMLer (to coin a term), I have found recently that I lack the time to update a website everyday with information about my day. So... let's get blogging.
Today... well... today was uneventful. I got my bus pass. Bus passes can be useful things. They let you go places. I sound like an utter dumbass saying that, but theres nothing else to say about bus passes.
Other than today... well I can't really say that much. I can try to, for those of you who don't know me well, describe me and my life, but we'd be here forever and you may not understand anyways... but I'll give it a shot.
From my point of view, my life is an endless series of misunderstandings, mistakes, me getting shafted and me getting my heart broken. Oh... there have been a few good things which happened in my life.... and I still take some joy in some things... like music... food... writing my poetry... talking with my friends... some sports (very few)... but my greatest joy that I have is with one of my friends. We lie on the couch in each others arms... saying nothing, doing nothing... just being together. I have to say that it's quite possibly one of the best experiances of my life... and I hope it is for her as well. Anyways... that shows me pretty well I think, but for those of you who are less well-versed in subtly, I'm a fairly... romantic person, except I don't seem like one. You look at me and some people see a goth (Which I don't claim to be... I just like wearing black... it fits my mood often... way too often) and others see a nerd or an overweight guy who looks sad and lonely, but also violent and not wanting to talk to you. Hey... I don't claim to be open... I'm a shy person. Go ahead and laugh, but it's true. Anyways... I'm a sad, lonely person, it's true. Anyone whos read my poetry knows its true. Oh... theres hope... but I'm still sad. The times with my friend who I mentioned above (I won't give out her name... I don't like doing that to people w/o their permisson) make me feel... wanted I guess. Usually I don't get that feeling... maybe I need to try harder. Anyways... I smell food, so I'm gonna go... later.
Today... well... today was uneventful. I got my bus pass. Bus passes can be useful things. They let you go places. I sound like an utter dumbass saying that, but theres nothing else to say about bus passes.
Other than today... well I can't really say that much. I can try to, for those of you who don't know me well, describe me and my life, but we'd be here forever and you may not understand anyways... but I'll give it a shot.
From my point of view, my life is an endless series of misunderstandings, mistakes, me getting shafted and me getting my heart broken. Oh... there have been a few good things which happened in my life.... and I still take some joy in some things... like music... food... writing my poetry... talking with my friends... some sports (very few)... but my greatest joy that I have is with one of my friends. We lie on the couch in each others arms... saying nothing, doing nothing... just being together. I have to say that it's quite possibly one of the best experiances of my life... and I hope it is for her as well. Anyways... that shows me pretty well I think, but for those of you who are less well-versed in subtly, I'm a fairly... romantic person, except I don't seem like one. You look at me and some people see a goth (Which I don't claim to be... I just like wearing black... it fits my mood often... way too often) and others see a nerd or an overweight guy who looks sad and lonely, but also violent and not wanting to talk to you. Hey... I don't claim to be open... I'm a shy person. Go ahead and laugh, but it's true. Anyways... I'm a sad, lonely person, it's true. Anyone whos read my poetry knows its true. Oh... theres hope... but I'm still sad. The times with my friend who I mentioned above (I won't give out her name... I don't like doing that to people w/o their permisson) make me feel... wanted I guess. Usually I don't get that feeling... maybe I need to try harder. Anyways... I smell food, so I'm gonna go... later.
// posted by Dep @ 7:59:00 p.m.
