Thursday, September 18, 2003
to be... or not... to be...
to be. Very much, to be. You know how great it feels to be loved.... I'm still dark... but i'm... its hard to explain... I was always a dark person... but I feel... less alone. thats it, less alone.
I have... well... one doubt remaining. Why... if she feels this way... does she not want me going to a university near her college... if she goes away for college... oh well, i'll deal with it when it comes up... in three years at this rate.
So yeah... I'm in a general good mood now. still dark... but no longer alone. Thank you mysterious man who lives in the ceiling and mocks me... you know you're up there.
now i need to learn some catholic prayers.... kill me. no jk
anyways... so yeah... you know i really hope this lasts a long long while... despite her darkness and psychoticness, i love her... and i dont want to leave her... ever... i know a very small percentage of high school relationships last but... i dont want this to end... i love the feeling she gives me... i love her...
anyways... enough about love... ttyl
I have... well... one doubt remaining. Why... if she feels this way... does she not want me going to a university near her college... if she goes away for college... oh well, i'll deal with it when it comes up... in three years at this rate.
So yeah... I'm in a general good mood now. still dark... but no longer alone. Thank you mysterious man who lives in the ceiling and mocks me... you know you're up there.
now i need to learn some catholic prayers.... kill me. no jk
anyways... so yeah... you know i really hope this lasts a long long while... despite her darkness and psychoticness, i love her... and i dont want to leave her... ever... i know a very small percentage of high school relationships last but... i dont want this to end... i love the feeling she gives me... i love her...
anyways... enough about love... ttyl
// posted by Dep @ 8:18:00 p.m.
