Sunday, September 21, 2003
*raises eyebrows*
shower completed... I have returned to write some more...
It's really weird, Vicki and I... she likes to bite... I don't mind lol. And we're like in each others heads... We say things at the same time... and it happens a lot... like 5 times today, and 10 at least yesterday... I now have a collection of 3 fingernail marks and 2 bite marks on my arms...
I have no regrets... and I don't think I will. Vicki is everything I want in a girlfriend... strong... caring (Even though she rarely talks about it)... and biting :D. But most of all... I love her. I don't think I've loved anyone else so much as I love her... well maybe Freya... Anyways...
I wish we could do what we did last night every night for the rest of our lives... We sat together, my head on her lap, or her head on my thigh or various other combinations (shaddup steve... i know what ur thinking and we didn't do anything) and we just held each other, or stroked the others hair, or arm through the night till we fell asleep. She tried to tickle me sometimes and others we just sat together... and I loved it all... I love her... I think of all that I've gone throguh for her... chruch (yes I really really REALLY hate church... almost as much as she does)... torment by several of my friends... hell most of my so-called "friends"... both our breakups... years apart (even though that was mine fault)... and I realize now that through all the years since we broke up, I have been looking for her... I believe her to be my one. If you look at every other girlfriend I've had (or had a serious interest in) you can see parts of her. Megan has her attitude and spirit... Jessica had her looks and voice (god thats freaky)... bryna... bryna had her heart... nicky is so similar to her its not funny... dorothy... blargh dorothy... i wish i had never done that. Very very bad chapter of my life.
Its the greatest feeling I've ever had, when I'm with her... and it's not something I can describe... You need to experiance for yourself. Life has dealt me my royal flush.... finally. I'm in love.. shes in love ( ithink)... and our parents are okay with it...
About sex though... I'm actually going to leave that up to her... its really not up to me because I don't particularly care one way or the other... or rather I do. I want it... but if she doesn't, then I'm okay with it. It's... yeah... alright.
Anyways... I'm leaving now... ttyl... hopefully later tonight, but if not, 2morrow perhaps. later
It's really weird, Vicki and I... she likes to bite... I don't mind lol. And we're like in each others heads... We say things at the same time... and it happens a lot... like 5 times today, and 10 at least yesterday... I now have a collection of 3 fingernail marks and 2 bite marks on my arms...
I have no regrets... and I don't think I will. Vicki is everything I want in a girlfriend... strong... caring (Even though she rarely talks about it)... and biting :D. But most of all... I love her. I don't think I've loved anyone else so much as I love her... well maybe Freya... Anyways...
I wish we could do what we did last night every night for the rest of our lives... We sat together, my head on her lap, or her head on my thigh or various other combinations (shaddup steve... i know what ur thinking and we didn't do anything) and we just held each other, or stroked the others hair, or arm through the night till we fell asleep. She tried to tickle me sometimes and others we just sat together... and I loved it all... I love her... I think of all that I've gone throguh for her... chruch (yes I really really REALLY hate church... almost as much as she does)... torment by several of my friends... hell most of my so-called "friends"... both our breakups... years apart (even though that was mine fault)... and I realize now that through all the years since we broke up, I have been looking for her... I believe her to be my one. If you look at every other girlfriend I've had (or had a serious interest in) you can see parts of her. Megan has her attitude and spirit... Jessica had her looks and voice (god thats freaky)... bryna... bryna had her heart... nicky is so similar to her its not funny... dorothy... blargh dorothy... i wish i had never done that. Very very bad chapter of my life.
Its the greatest feeling I've ever had, when I'm with her... and it's not something I can describe... You need to experiance for yourself. Life has dealt me my royal flush.... finally. I'm in love.. shes in love ( ithink)... and our parents are okay with it...
About sex though... I'm actually going to leave that up to her... its really not up to me because I don't particularly care one way or the other... or rather I do. I want it... but if she doesn't, then I'm okay with it. It's... yeah... alright.
Anyways... I'm leaving now... ttyl... hopefully later tonight, but if not, 2morrow perhaps. later
// posted by Dep @ 3:49:00 p.m.
