Sunday, September 21, 2003
blaaargh?
sunday alrdy?? wow... anyways... its been an... interesting weekend...
saturday, I promised to help vicki set up for an outdoor mass at her church (for those of you who know her religion... dont ask, long story.) Anyways.... so I got conned sortof into helping... it was worth it, because I got to spend the rest of the day with her after I finished (including the "night" part of the "day".) :D ... damn I love her. Anyways... today she went to mass against her will, and I helped direct traffic, like the good little atheist evolutionist I am... dont ask, another long story. I'm going back to her place in.... 30 minutes about, maybe less... probably should shower before then... smell like sweat...
Its... very hard for me to see her forced into doing something she doesn't want to do and not do anything about it on my part... but then again, I'm used to a lot more... choice in my activities and all. My parents were never that religious, for which I am thankful. Her mom on the other hand... goes every week and forces her to go until shes 18. And the rest of her family... wow. Completely anti-(anything other than practicing catholic.) I don't even know any practicing catholics... well except for the ones I met today doing the traffic, and construction yesterday. So... to avoid possible confrontations involving my death, I must learn to be catholic... wow... huge challenge, considering I'm against a lot of the things catholics are "for".
I am almost hoping she reads this, just so she finds out how much I love her... but I talk 2 much about that... its just that these feelings build up and up and up and eventually they have to c ome out... so they do so here... i really need to tell her but I'm scared she'll think i'm going to fast... anyways... I need a shower... tt2morrow.
saturday, I promised to help vicki set up for an outdoor mass at her church (for those of you who know her religion... dont ask, long story.) Anyways.... so I got conned sortof into helping... it was worth it, because I got to spend the rest of the day with her after I finished (including the "night" part of the "day".) :D ... damn I love her. Anyways... today she went to mass against her will, and I helped direct traffic, like the good little atheist evolutionist I am... dont ask, another long story. I'm going back to her place in.... 30 minutes about, maybe less... probably should shower before then... smell like sweat...
Its... very hard for me to see her forced into doing something she doesn't want to do and not do anything about it on my part... but then again, I'm used to a lot more... choice in my activities and all. My parents were never that religious, for which I am thankful. Her mom on the other hand... goes every week and forces her to go until shes 18. And the rest of her family... wow. Completely anti-(anything other than practicing catholic.) I don't even know any practicing catholics... well except for the ones I met today doing the traffic, and construction yesterday. So... to avoid possible confrontations involving my death, I must learn to be catholic... wow... huge challenge, considering I'm against a lot of the things catholics are "for".
I am almost hoping she reads this, just so she finds out how much I love her... but I talk 2 much about that... its just that these feelings build up and up and up and eventually they have to c ome out... so they do so here... i really need to tell her but I'm scared she'll think i'm going to fast... anyways... I need a shower... tt2morrow.
// posted by Dep @ 3:34:00 p.m.
