Evil Geniuses in a Nutshell

Wow... I seem to like doing these. Anyways, good morning all. I have... well I guess some news to report. First of all, my angel called me at 10:30 tonight, and we talked for an hour. Not about that but about random stuff, like we usually do. It gives me a little bit of hope... if only I was less cynical. I have a sneaking suspicion shes trying to soften me up for something... but that could be cynicism talking.I'm going to her house for 7AM 2morrow... maybe I won't go to bed tonight... or maybe I will... we'll see. I need more coffee if im not goingto bed tonight... plus I have school tomorrow. Oh well. Anyways... I have moderatly good vibes from this... and some bad ones also... not quite certain why bad ones.,.. could just be nervousness... in anycase... tomorrow, at school, i will be a radically different person... if all goes well... well... i guess she could say no, and technically all hasn't gone well, but you know. mon estie... I can't see my angel coming right out and saying "robert... i love you". I really can't. Or anything close to that. But... if she hated me so much... why spend nights together with me... even if we're close friends... its a little bit odd... but maybe its what she always does. Anyways... I love her... its not ending for me, at least not for a long long while. Bloody black heart upon my chest. Anyways... I'm getting a headache... time for more coffee... in a bit. Tomorrow, I'm probably going to get really pissed at dave... my band director. Hes not letting this good bass player, been with us for a year and a half, play the bass... instead he puts some new kid in her place. Comeon... thats pushing it. I dunno... dave seems to be getting more and more senile over the years. Hopefully he'll snap out of it one of these days. Oh... I might drop off the face of the earth, with no warning sometime... i can't say why, its a personal matter. Just thought y'all should be awares of my movements. I'm... not in such a good mood right now... life seems to be catching up to me... i finally picked up a job application form but... there are several things i couldnt do with a job and im waiting to see how those work out... for example, band... if im not in the band, that changes my times i can work... my angel could want me back, there goes the week end (its not a bad thing... i love her and id love to spend the whole weekend with her... even if its just delivering newspapers.) i have to disappear off the face of the earth sometime... definatly not applying until after that happens. Anyways... I'm sure you're tired of hearing me bitch and complain about the bad things in life, so on with the good.

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... im a good student... there. Apparently I'm a good writer and a good singer also. And I think i'm a fairly damn good bowler as well, but thats just me. See... I'm good at stuff, but I stilld on't have what i want... need... love... three out of three is way better than "aint bad" isnt it ?? :P @ dark nova, you know what im talking about. Except when she could be 2 out of three... oh well... life sucks need to learn how to make lemonade at one point. I'm just babbling away until my laundries done, then im going upstairs, maybe make some coffee, maybe go to bed AFTER setting my alarm clock. I am NOT missing tomorrow... despite that it might be bad, it might be good also... so

yeah

life goes on... or in the words of Dark Nova

Lifes a bitch, and then you die, so fuck it all, and lets get high

typical words... he follows them 2 much... thinks lifes a game... oh well, his problems not mine... my problems are quite enough... and even then, im helping a few people with theirs... but i really dont mind. i do it because i love them and i care enough about them to want to help them. Dark nova... hes pissing me off as of late. screw him... anyways, enough for now... ttylall